today remedios was kicking himself due to wimping out on something... he was pretty irritated and though its against his morals he decided to take something when hes unhappy. with some nitrous being the reasonable choice, i decided to give it a try. i had some music playing, and was on my back. now usually i would giggle and roll around, but instead all the feeling i had in my head were stripped, if you would, cancelled, down to one feeling. it stripped my mind into giving me a clear goal of what i need to understand. and though it was only for a second, i felt myself move back into my body. and i knew what i had to do.
no i understand, very similar to the thoughts remedios got when on lsa. i understand, that you have to achieve your goals, and do not try to act different to get there. you only have one chance, and embarrassment doesn't matter because your not gonna get another chance....
my thoughts now are that psychoactive can not give you an answer, but clear your head into one pure feeling by cancelling all other thoughts, and expand on it.