this was not my first experience at all, but it was much different than any other experiences with spice.
first i took about 3 or 4 hits (first 2 were not very dense hits). the last hit i remember having that feeling ive had enough, and layed back and closed my eyes. there were patterns moving around and shifting but i was still fully aware and i noticed the humming or buzzing noise in my ears wasnt getting any louder and i wasnt moving deeper into the trip like usual. I knew that i didnt have enough to get very deep into the trip. about 30 sec. from my last hit, i then forced myself to open my eyes sit up which made me feel pretty nauseous and take another hit. this hit really tossed me over the edge by FAR. i then again layed back and closed my eyes.
the patterns were morphing more so than shifting anymore, turning them selves inside out and blending together. i noticed the buzzing sound again, and it was getting louder and louder, as the morphing became much more profound and extreme. as my consciousness faded away i realized my body was tense, so i relaxed everything and felt a huge burst forcing me deeper into the trip. i remember seeing a dark colored clay like textured tunnel and started moving myself through it as i focused on it. the further i went the more strange it got and seemed like i was traveling deep into my own body and seemed like i was passing through different layers of the trip. at one point i remember looking around and seeing infinite number of morphing 3d objects and the thought popped in my head that im now in the 4d dimension and could see everything that was 3d. i then started traveling deeper and deeper. i dont remember much after that until i realized i was somewhere else. the morphing slowed down and more distinct objects appeared in view. it seemed to be a bio mechanical world which seemed very robotic like but much more advanced than how we normally perceive robots.
these robots were very much self aware and aware that i was there with them. it seemed like the robots were just a body form for the entities to control, to be able to physically move things. these robots were making simple motions as i payed attention, seemed like they were moving things around swinging just their arms back and forth which seemed like an assembly line for some reason. as they noticed i was watching they moved in sequences and felt like they were trying to be funny. i smiled really big, and it started to fade away but i tried to forget about what i felt my body doing to prolong the experience and it became very vivid again. i started to feel like they were showing me feelings by the movement they were making, such as moving chemicals around in your body that would make you smile and laugh. they continued to move like this until i was laughing extremely hard like they were telling me jokes, or purposely making me laugh. the layers of my consciousness then started to re-assemble as i was still laughing and smiling very big. it was just like moving backwards from the trip to get back to where i originally was, moving backwards through the tunnel and stopping to see the layers of the trip. at last i was back where i started noticing the geometric morphing patterns and they started to just shift around and stopped morphing, then i was fully back. i was laughing so extremely hard and was smiling so big when i opened my eyes, and felt like i gained a large understanding of how things work.
as soon as i was back i instantly thought "this isnt hyperspace, its hyperSELF!!" and you explore all the things that make you function, all the things we physically cant see or understand while limited in our bodies.
it seemed like they were all of the things that make you, you, like the actual body mass of your body is made up of trillions of these small beings(much smaller than atoms) and form together to create a single consciousness which is your conscious mind. the more complex the object that the beings form, the more self aware they are.
this completely boggled my mind
, i usually voice record to be able to throw out thoughts afterword and collect them back together, like trying to remember a dream. this time i didnt, i wrote it down as i was still between "hyperSELF" and baseline. this trip was much more vivid and seemed like i could remember it much easier than other experiences with spice.