Last saturday night I had an mdma binge with a friend at my house and it turned into a very unique and visual experience for me in a way I have never hallucinated before. I am completely blown away by what I have witnessed.

Set & Setting
I had a perfect setting. Initially I wanted to go clubbing but everybody cancelled except me and a friend. So I invited her over to come over and we'd just build a little party ourselves at my place. I had cleaned my house the day before so it was in optimal form.

Dose
We both consumed 4 xtc pills and smoked hash from a bong. I'm a pretty hardcore smoker so I smoked copious amounts of hash. She took a few small hits from the hits I drew from the bong. We both consumed approximately 500 to 550mg of mdma(pills are tested) and about half a gram of hash.

Ingestion
I dropped half a pill(~100mg) and she dropped a whole one due to tolerance. 30 minutes later we both added another half and over the course of the next few hours we each dropped half a pill at various intervals.

Duration
We took our first dose at around 22:00 ~ 22:15 and at around 14:00 the next day we were fully landed.

The report
It all started out like a normal dose of mdma. Things were getting warm, tingly and the urge to dance to the beat was irresistible. We danced, cuddled and kissed a bit because that is necessary on mdma. After we exchanged the couch for my way more comfortable bed I brought out the bong as the mdma had completely shutdown my ability to urinate. I hoped the hash would bring some relief in the tension and at least allow me to get a tiny bit out.

This is the point where it got interesting. After taking a very big rip the euphoria really hit home. The mdma warmth was amplified so incredibly that it felt as if I was slowly sliding into a hot bath. The euphoria became much much stronger as well and as I looked at my friend her forehead was suddenly playing a 1950s silent movie with a dancing couple on a stage. This continued for a while and each time I looked away the film changed or started from the beginning again.

As I walked back to my living room to get something to drink I noticed that the pattern on my carpet contained tiny white lines. As I stopped and wondered if those were always there or not the lines aligned themselves in groups of four and started to spin really fast and jumped up in the air. It was as if there was a fine mist hanging above the floor but the particles started to accelerate and fly around the room in a frantic way. For a brief moment the mist disappeared, as if a veil was being removed and I could see a web of very fine tubing running to various ends of my room and I could see energy flow through them.

As I reloaded my bong and took a massive hit the white particles returned and enlarged themselves. I could now see the molecular structure of thousands of particles flying around everywhere. Electrons were spinning around them in at incredibly high pace and as molecules bumped into each other they sometimes exchanged protons, neutrons or electrons. With a bit of focus I could influence the zoom level in which I saw the particles. I tried to go beyond the molecular level but I have no idea what I saw there nor could make anything out of it. This molecule vision came and went over the course of the night but I could turn it on/off at will as well.

By this time I was unable to look straight from the mdma. I couldn't focus at close range unless I closed one eye. If I crossed my eyes it felt as if I could see around a corner and as I did this I suddenly saw three different cartoons being projected on my wall. It were 1950s Walt Disney style and were fluently animated with no sound.

My bathroom has the luxury of having two separate toilets next to each other so we could talk but not see each other. As we were having another go at trying to pee my toilet door was turned into 1 page comic. I didn't recognize the characters but they were clearly in the style of Walt Disney, were very detailed, the text balloons had readable text in them and the story made sense. I could also see the three televisions with cartoons playing when I crossed my eyes.

The molecular and cartoon spectacle continued on for most of the night. I had begun to notice by now that the hallucinations were on repeat. I've seen certain cartoons dozens of time repeated over and over. After smoking a third bowl of hash I yet again returned to the toilet(to fail miserably) and this is where the trip became both amazing and a bit scary. At first I could see what was underneath the paint of the door and I could see how on each door the makers of the door had written dozens of terrible things they'd wish would happen to the people who would use it.

Then a wide but narrow strip on the wall on the opposite side of my bathroom became covered in 2D molecule images. They would break up into small pieces and turn into rotating golden swastikas that became a large golden rotating grid which turned into words being written down. I could see them being written by a red pen / marker and as more words were written they became thicker and bigger. The written texts were both positive and very negative. One that really stood out to me was "I love you bro <3" but I could also read horrible death threats and degrading things about me. The scribbled words would then change into a letter sign but so many words were running through each other that I could not read them and the signs would then turn into cartoon projections. This hallucination was repeated various times as well so I had actually the chance to read a few of the things that were written down. I think these words being written down are part of what's going on inside of me, showing both my positive and loving side but also my hating and destructive one.

I had an amazing time. I was quite amazed at how vividly one can hallucinate on mdma. This was also my first trip in which the hallucinations were more than just shifted colors or fractals. When I tried texting a friend that I was doing alright* it was impossible to type a text because the letters were constantly switching places. Amazing night! I really hope I'll get the chance to look at molecules in this way again. Oh, and when I finally managed to pee at 11:30 in the morning it was glorious. It felt so good that it hurt.

* We have a deal in which we let each other know when we dose so the other person is standby in case we really need to talk to someone.