I want to preface this by saying I've been inactive on here for quite some time, and in that time I've undergone so many changes both internally and externally. It's been a series of "unfortunate" and extremely fortunate events. I've gone quite sometime without really journeying with Spice and it's recently found it's way back into my life.

This particular journey started last night as I briefly cleansed the room through smudging, music, and general intention. I got in my bed and started the journey, once I set my pipe down I closed my eyes. I found myself in what seemed to be a kitchen. There were three entities almost dancing around me, and then they started to work. They opened me up (which was actually frightening and a little bit painful) - then they began to mix ingredients inside of me, mixing and pouring and going back and forth to different parts of the kitchen to obtain different things. They closed me up, partly but not all of the way and right before I set off a woman said "Come back soon to complete this transformation." - I came down and thought that this mean that I should try to blast off again - I tried with some fresh spice and nothing really happened, I got a "high" but I knew that this wasn't really what was supposed to happen to finish the journey, so I decided to call it a night.

Tonight came around and my fiancee left the house so I thought it would be a good time to finish my journey. I got some fresh spice and undressed. (This is my first experience with blasting off completely exposed). I again smudged the room, turned on some music while I meditated on my intentions, then turned off the music, all lights save for one candle on the alter, and got rid of all noise entirely. I blasted off and found myself in a place in hyperspace that I've never really experienced...there was a bending of reality, no real "entity" contact, but it was a journey of Self and of complete One. Time totally ceased to exist (usually I have some concept of how much time has passed or where I am on the journey, even if just subconsciously). This journey seemed to last a lifetime. I had this insatiable urge to urinate (this is fairly normal, but this time it didn't subside) so I quickly found my way to the bathroom, and on my way I looked outside and found that I NEEDED to be out there. So threw some close on and went and sat in the front yard. There was this perfect "in between" plane and I felt that I was totally one with the moon, the stars, the grass that I sat in, the trees, even the people passing by and the distant noises. I'm writing this in the last bit of afterglow and I felt that I really needed to share this particular trip. I had this perfect control over all of the energy around me, it was flowing through me and I through it. I found that I could bend the objects around me, I could bend myself and even experimented with doing some yoga poses. I flowed into poses that normally I cannot do very well, I found that I was at my perfect center. This has probably been one of the most profound experiences I've had as of yet. It was perfect Love.

I hope to be more active on the site again, at least a bit back and forth and it's great to be back.

Namaste to all.