Hi. I've been struggling with how to go about getting ibogaine treatment, in whatever way I can. I find myself slipping into negative patterns and believe ibogaine can help give me tremendous insight. I was planning on going to Costa Rica in September, but 1) I dont want to wait that long 2) Im a juvenile diabetic and they wouldnt accept me.
Ive talked to other facilities which have said my diabetes is no problem at all. I was getting a good deal in Costa Rica. Bwiti shaman and everything. At this point I need to find a way, anyway to take some of this miraculous medicine.
I have a fair amount of experience with entheogens. I know I can get the iboga where Im at.. but I feel this is something I need an experienced guide to help me get as much as possible out of this experience.
Im sorry if I broke any of your guys rules. I've been trying my best to respect them but I know this could be a touchy subject. I'm just really desperate and seems like Im running out of options. I felt this would be the most appropriate forum to ask for help on.
In conclusion, I'm looking for anyone who could help me partake this psycho-spiritual journey I so desperately need. I can travel. I dont have a whole lot of money, couple grand I could come up with. Im looking for a guide to help me through this journey. If I cant find one soon I plan on partaking with a sitter, but I want this to be as spiritual a journey as possible, and pray that any of you can help me out, or have any ideas.
PM me if youd prefer a private conversation. Thanks again.
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"For him, LSD and psilocybin did not introduce, as if they were contaminants, unnatural hallucinations. Instead, they manifested – that is, made perceptible and, from the point of view of the senses, seemingly material – what was already latent in the mind. They gave spatial dimensions to strange modes of cognition and lavish mental imagery"
-Lindsey M. Banco