I finally got over the anxiety of smoking my spice yesterday. i had 2 different pulls. 200mg's of one pull and I have 1000 of another.

Last night was awesome. I blasted 3 times in an average marijuana glass pipe with tobacco as a screen. (It's all I have for now.) It worked. I broke through all 3 times!!!

Tonight was a dissapointment. I tried three more times with the new pull. Even put 100mg's on more tobacco. Just visuals and no closed eyed visuals. It threw my cordination off enough to where I couldn't load the pipe again quick enough. I took 3-4 good hits and that's all I got.

What's wrong? I gave up before I keep wasting the rest of my spice. If I don't breakthrough than its a wasted to me. I'm frustrated

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Don't get too frustrated. It's a learning experience. I definitely urge you to try other methods of ingestion when you can. I have dosed prolly 15 times and not yet have I had a breakthrough. But I try and keep an open mind about it. Although my trouble breaking through is different from yours.

Thanks. Seems every breakthrough's different. I've seen so much crazy things I could never explain. Tonight though I've done a ridiculous amount with only the swirling vortex visuals of geometrics folding on themselves. I read that it's stage 2. Can't seem to break it. Thanks for your input..

Also it's likely you are burning the dmt. Are you placin tobacco on top of the DMT as well as under it? The sandwhich method with weed works well for a friend of mine. The top portion of the "sandwhich" aids in vaporizing with not as much likelihood of burnt DMT. Otherwise slightly touchin the flame to the dmt or even being too close without the top portion of the sandwhich is bad.

get yourself a decent vapourising device and you will find it much easier.

I would just like to add this to help you in your journeys..... My advice is to approach this spiritually, say a prayer before your trip, do a sage blessing before you enter hyperspace, and create a sacred space for your journeys. This helps to enter the DMT hyperspace with a wonderful mindset and I truly believe it helps the experience! And some Changa made at 50% with acetone and a small bong never fails me!! This method takes technique out of the equation, and if you wanted to you could make a 60%+ blend! FYI creating a sacred space is as easy as saying a few specific prayers which can easily be found online.

who do i pray to?

i direct my preflight wishs toward existence and consciousness, seems to do me proud.

I pray toward positive energy. I haven't been in a habit of meditation before lift off though. My mind has trouble not racing. I find meditation almost impossible

how much have you tried it? i found it took a while to get going with meditation, but once i got into it it became a big help in chilling me out and stripping the anxiety i felt.

I say a prayer to Yaweeh because that name for God is extremely old and has 1000's of years of history in it. I will also tell you I do not believe God is a man with a beard up in the clouds pulling strings, although who knows, I do believe we have souls and there is a higher realm of consciousness. I think of God, Yaweeh (Ya- way), as the life force of the universe, if that makes sense. Its kind of like calling to the universe to help guide you, in my mind. I also do a sage blessing before every trip, this also has 1000's of years of history. I say a prayer, "Yaweeh trap all negative energy, all negative emotions, and all negative entities in this Sage smoke and cary the negativity away" I say this prayer as I smudge smoke in all four corners of my room and then down the middle. I also do this on my body and any one else's body who is traveling with me. Then you need to open the window(s) and the door(s) and step outside (to cleanse your body of the smoke) so you can clear out the smoke, allowing all the negative energies to be washed away. You can get a tea ball which is just a round metal sphere that opens so you can place tea in it and brew. I use one of these to put sage in a smudge, it works great and you can find one of these tea balls just about any where, I found mine at wal-mart, this is also where I found my sage. Rubbing sage is the best kind unless you can get the smudging sticks, but any form of sage will work, like powdered sage, but its just a little more difficult to handle. I hope this helps and you give it a shot. I truly believe these things work, and it really helps me to get into a great mindset before your journeys!!

hmm....
maybe i will just stick with my pre-flight sacrificial goat/virgin/virgin goat..

I just pray "Hit me baby!" and then I toke like it's my last breath and keep that shit up until I don't know what the hell it is I am doing. Does the trick.

You too huh? I thought I was the only one.

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