I was here before some time a go, years. I cant remember that username or password, so here I am like phoenix.

Been in therapy for a year and a half, and while it has done me a lot of good I'm still not cured. To be honest I'm losing hope. I don't want to go on Valium or other addictive drugs so I return to my DMT quest. I did a lot of LSD when I was younger and that were the best experiences I've had in my life.

I'm not that far away from considering other permanent solutions to my problems. My problem is existing.

HP don't have mimosa in stock atm, and my town Oslo is a desert when it comes to these things, its not like I can say hey brother I'm hurting and need some help.

SO hey hey hey, where do I go from here?