You may be partially right about this life- it is meant to be a totally immersive reality experience, and glancing around this facade to see the larger reality behind it may be a little disconcerting. But I believe that these experiences, rather than spoiling the illusion, give us tools and perspectives by which to make more of this life experience... To live better, to love fearlessly, to connect more fully with our inner creative power. After hundreds of trips on a wide variety of substances, I can say without reservation that I appreciate life more, not less, for seeing past the illusion.
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