Even though i have already written one of these as the member "cidilon", i feel the need to write another, now that i am both "reborn" and "updated". I am a 22 year old male with a fascination for various entheogens. Having some experience with Salvia, LSD, LSA, Mushrooms and Ibogaine(both Psilocybin and Amanitas) - i find DMT to be my favorite ally! The reason being that this wonderful molecule, taught me to respect myself and my surroundings. Thanks to the Spice i was able to get on a positive path of furthering my education, taking care of my body and everyone/ everything around me. A few years back with the aid of this wonderful ally, i received the much need push to get into the university that i wanted. Fast forward to now, recent encounters with Spice helped me realize just how bad i was harming my body by smoking (cigars and also cannabis but to a lesser extent), not exercising and "eating" copious amounts of Valium. It's been a week now that i have not smoked nor imbibed in Valium. I took up climbing and Yoga, both of which are pure bliss. This past week has been wondrous - i feel so serene and clear. I managed to fix my sleeping pattern (previously I've been going to bed at 6-7AM and getting up 10AM on weekdays and 2-3PM on days off) which in turn made studying easier and more fulfilling. I am so glad that i was able to receive this incentive!

As i am sure you can tell, this beauteous molecule has done a lot for me! I look forward to sharing my knowledge and insight with the community. I feel that i need to give back to the community that peaked my interest in DMT, many years back. Thank-you all! Now, i have a plane to catch - all the best!

-pruzhinkin

I'm sure you are grateful to have realizations of such importance so early in life. I think I've realized these things for a long while now, more and more lately, though I haven't taken the steps that it seems you have taken towards living what you know. Maybe I'm seeking this place as a push, or constant reminder .. I am 26 so I'm still young, but I don't have forever on Earth so I know that denial of my neglect to take proper care of my body.. and mind.. and soul isn't an option for me. I want to be mindful ab the decisions I'm making and not run on autopilot.. I haven't had any supplemental dmt experiences , but I have with other things, many that expand consciousness and many more that contract it ( as the spirit molecule phrased it). But I realize dmt is different. Good job finding what you needed & goodluck to you!

Indeed i am very grateful that i was able to realize these things, it's strange (perhaps even hard) breaking out of old, unneeded habits but the end result is definitely worth it. You see (i feel that you definitely understand this, as you mention not wanting to run on auto-pilot), i feel that stagnation was even worse for me than these habits. I feel that this life is to short to "settle in" and accept things as they come. I am joyous that i was able to overcome this encumberment.

I wish you the very best!!