Hey Sher-bant, I'm a bit of an alcohol as well so I just try to stay away from the poisons. So I quit everything but pot until I decided to do shrooms, and shortly afterwards, dmt.
I've only tried this breaking through to the ultimate and infinite collective knowledge of the universe thing once, and it's already made a significant impact on my life.
I've been thinking about that 10 minutes for a week now.
Many people have claimed that DMT helped them see inside of themselves and shed themselves of any addiction they had. So I'd say go for it. these people have no way of knowing if it was really dmt that helped, but the statistics are in favor.
Death is an awakening. . . One day it will come.
But you'll search the skies with your eyes in frantic wonder.
You will come to realize the lies you've told yourself for so long to survive.
"We fear something that does not exist."
Not only does death not exist, we ourselves do not exist.