I wrote this about 2 years ago after my first ceremony, a bunch of the lines are from some of shimshai's songs:
We are the food we are the tree, we are the fruit we are the sea, we are the truth eternally, by our nature we are free.
Roots so deep, Roots so strong, Roots hold on, forever hold on. My roots are strong, my heart is open in the spirit of devotion. Mother carry me across the ocean. Jah carry me across the ocean. One Love.
I looked over God’s shoulder as the universe was created. I saw past, present and future all at once and I understood. I remembered previous lives and ancient memories. Memories as old as the Earth. I felt Madre’ Ayahuasca guiding me to The Light , The Love, The Source.I remember the relationship we had with The Creator long ago. I felt Love, True Love. One love to and from everything. Unconditional. I felt like a dwarf amongst gods, after the 2nd cup I felt like a God amongst men and after the 3rd cup I became a Prince among princes. a loss of ego, just a collective love. A love for the Creator. Aho! I keep remembering my visions. I saw every little molecule in every organism through out time. Then I was All. I zoomed out, the universe expanding getting bigger as I traveled backwards in hyperspace. To before time. to forever. for an instant I thought I was god as I saw the galaxies form and the bright cosmos talk. then I looked over my shoulder and saw infinitely more space behind me. what I thought was the entire universe in my hands was a speck of dust in comparison to the full picture. I felt the Source, The Light. I remembered being with it before time. forever. Memories from previous reincarnations came rushing back and I loved God for every little thing he does. I saw how he is involved in every little detail of our miniscule lives. I saw Him in me. I was the Light. and I felt so close with god because I saw what He does. I felt love for every creation as He does. but after thinking about it I felt so tiny in comparison to Him. now I want to do good for everything. I contemplate each decision i make extensively. will this bring more light into the world? One Light One Source One Earth One Love
Looking within to find my way home, now i can see, there is no place like home, home is where thy heart is and heaven is a part of me.
Remember a Mothers touch, a reassuring hush. Mother will make everything Right. We are one. Its Me and YOU hun. Unconditionally.Memories ancient, Creatures present. One Love. One Light. One truth. Feed from the Source. Heal from within.yesterday's Eternity is forever past. Mother guide me. Ay yah ho Ay ya ho Aho. Mother of my heart. Mother of my soul. All encompassing. Forever Healing. Protect me, Teach me, Feed me Mother. I Love You Mother. Guide me. Aho ~Mind Body Soul
Sing and give praise to our Creator, Everything is Light. Because we Love You so much.
Let the stars shine through you. Let the sun shine over you.
Open Your heart. Remember Ancient memories Remember from where you came. YOU are the light dont forget who you are.
When you let go of fear, the truth will appear so simple and clear. Ive always been what Im looking to find, just waiting to be.
Sending Warm, Peaceful, and Happy vibes to the universeTune in.
I am accepting all the Love the Universe is broadcasting
Be Here Now