Hello, I am a relatively newer journeyer. My only true journey I've had was a harrowing psilocybin experience that brought me a new state of mind. In the past I've experienced marijuana quite extensively, taken multiple journeys in my own mind with DXM and yes, have had problems with alcohol. I've also had a few journeys on LSA that were truly peaceful and happy. Mushrooms were the first real awakening I've had to "reality," they also told me to stop just going to find things to "get fucked up." I feel I would fit in around from my life experiences of just trying to find "me" in a sea of jumbled thoughts and attitudes. Felt that way most of my life just trying to figure out my own mind and general questions of "why." That's most of what comes to mind at this point, I'm sure in other discussions something will trigger my own mind to elaborate more.

And to my question...
I've recently become interested in Cebil seeds more as a stepping stone to the spirit molecule. I've been toasting them until they pop and then taking the seeds and grinding and mixing them with edible lime. Tried snorting, all that got me was a "Holy s**t" moment and a rush of fear. Smoking usually leads to that same rush on 3+ seeds. I guess I just want to know possibly what I'm doing wrong ec. using edible lime instead of pure calcium carbonate or possibly just smoking them wrong. I've followed traditional methods and am left with just a taste and a slight trance state.

Any input on my introduction and my methods would be much appreciated!

Thank you for reading!