is the way ever clear?
is it my choice to live here?
in safety or fear..
caught in all the pain i endure
its not what i am living for
but another mirror to see the perfection that be
all the reflections around me
lord sometimes it feels like im fixin to die
its only then i stop to question and wonder why
forced awareness through pains bareness
a victim of lifes deadly games?
am i at fault? am i to blame?
i know not the answers nor the lies
i have all the patience needed but not enough time
as the days roll by i change myself a bit
as the weeks go by i help where i see fit
days, weeks to months it goes like this
the price we pay for bliss on our way to heaven
the kingdoms luminescent gates of overlaying sevens
my life projecting lessons to learn
by way of accepting our freedom we earn
the trial of thorns paved with sorrows tears
we cross a bridge of awareness above an ocean of fear
the end is not clear but with faith we push ahead
after all a life spent living is better then a life living dead