Hello dear nexians!

2 days ago i had 2 wonderfull things hapening. i got full membership here in nexus and i finally got out from the hospital where i was for 2 and half months.

The reason for that is that i got infected with tuberculosis, and allowed it to advance to a critical state, because im a reiki practicionist and was treating my self, and for other reasons i was recieving acupuncture treatments, and both things together where keeping me well enough to dont realise soon enough about what was happening to me.

While in the hospital i was talking with a friend of mine that is an experienced ayahuasca healer and she wanted to help, but it was to expensive for her to travel from her country to mine just to make a couple of ceremonies with me.
And because some visions i had, i asked if she could send me some of the medicine, and i would take care of the rest. it took some days for the answer to come but when it finaly came she said she had dreamt with me, and that she would send it.

Now im home, and i have this little bottle of sacred medicine smiling at me, but i still have some questions and cant reach her at this time, thats why im posting here.

first of all, im still positive, wich means the tuberculosis bacteria is stil active in me, i just came home in excepcional circunstances, because i convinced the doctor that i would heal better at home in this final stage of the desease, and that i have here conditions to stay in quarentene.
that means im still taking 5 difrent antibiotics, 10 pills in total. i will have to take them for a month, make exams, in case the virus is still active, repeat the procedure for another month, in case it is allready inactive, i will take only 3 pills for 6 months to erradicate it completely from my lungs.

My question is, should i wait until the bacteria is inactive, and i am taking less medication?
or should i take it now, and ask the medicine to help me heal fisicaly, and show me wathever emotional reasons can be behind this?

I made my research and now that there isnt any dangerous chemical interaction with the MAOis, but in my holistic point of view, everything is connected, everything influences everything, so the outcome can be radicaly difrent if i take it now with so many meds.

what is your opinion?

That, my friend is a VERY good question, and i doubt that anyone here will advice you to rely on ayahuasca.
Nor will anybody here try to convince you to not ingest the prescribed medicine.

Probably not the best idea to dose atm.
If you feel well, and the prescribed medicine does not interact with Maois - MAYBE you could dose....

but as always, rely on your gut and instinct.

Personally, if in the same conditions as you (TB, meds), I'd stay away from it.


It's just an opinion/intuition, not science based on facts.. which is indeed what you asked for

In the end it's your decision, should you go ahead please let us know how it went and whether it helped or not, as that may be valuable info for someone else at a later date. But please consider your health first.

yes, thats exactly what im looking for, since ive seen that there are some people here in the nexus that had some very powerfull healing experiences with the medicine.

im very tempted to try it now, more than that feel like its calling me.
but my racional side keeps asking: wouldnt i benefit even more by taking it after, whit less meds?

i will still meditate on the matter some more time.

thanks for your opinions, keep em coming!

The longer you think about it, focus on it, and want it... The better it will be.

Wait until you are physically sound, so you can heal your mind. That is the strong suit of aya.

TB is serious business. Very very very serious. Feeling physically ill while journeying wouldn't be good at all.

well, after putting some (not so much) tought i decided to go for it, i really was feeling an urge to do it!

so i started the dieta... and after the second day, my body showed me it was still not time.
the desease takes a lot of energy, and took a lot of weigth from me, and a simple diet of fruits, vaporized vegetables, simple rice and so on, is not enough to compensate that, i need more "dense" food right now, and if i cant go on with the diet, i wont take the medicine for now...