Last night at around 10:30 I smoked 2 bowls of weed. I felt really stoned but at around 11:00 I felt really weird. I was losing control on my brain it seemed and when I looked around the room my vision would lag. I thought I had gone mentally mad or had induced a disorder. I began texting my friend. We talked about the possibility of it being the weed but we smoked the same stuff last night and nothing felt weird. I put the phone down and began moving weirdly. I stood up and noticed my hands kind of had a mind of their own. I asked out loud if I could wash my hands. Strangely, my body began moving by itself to the washroom. I still had control if I wanted to stop but my body seemed to have a general direction it wanted to go. When I looked up from the sink to the mirror I saw very weird lights coming from my eyes. Not actual light but as an example lets say you rub your eyes continually and can't see anything when you open them (then fades back in in patches). The light looked like that except cropped smaller into my eyes and very multicoloured. I sat back down and all of a sudden it felt like something completely overcame me. I felt electrically charged and I could see strange colours in my vision. My teeth felt the most weird, I could feel everyone of them individually in my gums. All of a sudden I began looking around in my room, and at myself in the mirror. I was thinking that something is observing through my eyes. Would this be controlling my body as well? I began hearing very weird music playing in my head. Also, weird words rolled out of my mouth. The only one I can recall was, "Chtarautcha" over and over. I literally felt like I was sending off waves of energy that vibrated off my body. My head to me seemed to be giving off the most vibration, I think it was why I thought my teeth were about to fall out. I began growing more nauseous so I layed down on my bed at around 11:14.
Now before I go on anymore I would like to mention that the previous night was my first time smoking dmt that I had extracted myself. It went very, very well but even though I didn't breakthrough I brought back some great insights. Could the dmt be behind this?
From 11:14 to 12:00 I began "losing time" in 10 minute intervals. Every time I woke up I texted my friend but I am very puzzled as to what I felt during this time period. I swear it was as if I was on an operating table with multiple bodies standing around me all touching and moving me. Every time I went to lay on my side I would get turned back over and my legs straightened. It was all very gentle. I felt a lot of poking in my stomach and inside my mouth. I literally felt like I was at a dentist appointment. At one time I reached into my mouth because of the poking and scrapping. Lastly, my brain felt like it was being tinkered with. Something in the center of my head was moving or being moved. Then, the entire outside out my brain from front to back felt like it was being electrically fried. It sounded as if you were to crumple up a plastic bag slowly. At around 11:51 I felt completely normal. No longer nauseous, but a very weird taste in my mouth. I shut my eyes again and fell asleep.