Hello to all the wonderful souls that read this.

It has been about one year since i started to experiment with psychedelics, other then ganja. But i am left adrift, anxious and lost and i now know the path i have to walk to "BE". Its been a confusing and interesting ride so far and things now seem to be falling into place. Now i will explore with great intentions, rather then the ignorant ways i went about previous experiences. I have only just begun to attempt to make changes in how i go about my days, changes in the way i react to my surrounding, the way i breath...

The more i attempt and believe in continuing down this path, the more i know its the only way to overcome my anxieties, fears, and compulsions. The only way to feel "at home" in this existence.


Smoking spice was different from anything else... The most cleansing and insightful experience ever. I plan on trying ayahuasca soon for it's power to heal and so i can meet again with the divine ______(not quite sure what) that i meet with for an instance on spice.

Thanks to all that make this nexus exist.

Welcome to the site, man!

You're definitely on the right path, by the sound of it. Keep exploring, and keep paying attention TO attention. Consciousness exploring consciousness. There are some interesting fish in those waters.

Big hello's, and good luck making contact with the Mystery.

Welcome, Read Read and read... its ALL here
Good luck and hope to read your experiences...

2012 will be the year of my first Aya experience as well. Can't wait... Won't be my first DMT experience though Best of luck on your travels, sounds like you're off to a good start

Hey thanks i feel like im an interesting fish in those waters