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#1 Posted : 12/20/2011 6:44:16 PM

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Last night I was having a small changa session and after my first small dose (I usually take one small hit and meditate with it to get into the right space before the bigger dose) I took a second larger unmeasured hit.
I'm still working my way up in terms of dosage in order to establish a respectful connection with DMT so it wasn't a full break through but I thought I'd share anyway.

Shortly after my second dose I started seeing the familiar matrix pattern. It is always an orange red thick fluid like mesh pattern that envelops my entire vision and is constantly moving in asymmetric toroidal patterns, folding in on itself over and over.
Then for the first time the matrix started to evolve into humanoid figures.
There was a thread a while ago called "Lets depict entities in hyperspace" or something like that, I can't find it now but someone had said they see "grid people" and this is the first thing that popped into my head after seeing these forms.
They were not detailed human forms but it was like the fluid matrix had been draped over them and only there silhouettes appeared.

The figures where of a mother holding and possibly breastfeeding a child.
This image swirled around and around at high speed but the entities themselves never moved, they were frozen in pose while the matrix revolved and folded in around them.
This went on for some time and I began to wonder why the vision was not changing even though it was kept in high speed fluid motion.
I tried to change the image to no avail several times.
[Edit] I just remembered another strange part of the experience I forgot to share. As I was trying to change the image the mother and child would remain the center focus but out of my peripheral trap doors would open in the mesh and reveal scenes of perfect normal reality. I cannot remember what the scenes were but I remember them being mundane snippets of life it was just shocking at how real they looked in contrast to the gelatinous red and orange world I was in. [Edit}
I stopped trying to change the vision and all of a sudden it changed by itself. This time it was still the same flowing matrix as before only it had shifted to look like it was covering a man and woman.
The man was sitting down and the woman was sitting on his lap, and even though I could see no more than a blanket of swirling mesh outlining their bodies I KNEW they were engaging in intercourse.
Soon after this image repeated a few times it began to fade and the experience was over.

I had no emotional attachments to either of the images just a sober subjective view of these "grid people" or "Gooey matrix people" as I will describe them.

Thanks for reading Smile
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