I've been having some interesting thoughts on my last few Aya/pharmahuasca journeys, related to the Icaros. Originally (when I first began my relationship with ayahuasca, which was my introduction to DMT), I thought the Icaros was kind of stupid. The fact that people would take ayahuasca in the dark, singing for several hours just didn't really appeal to me. I still to this day prefer to take it outside, in nature.
Anyways, though, something I've noticed with really high dose aya experiences is that I start singing uncontrollably, in some sort of glossolalic language. It's pretty spectacular, and always sounds so beautiful. I've never taken it enough to start singing around other people, however, so it's tough to say if my singing just sounds good in my head or if it really does sound nice.
My main question for you all in this is do you think the Icaros exists independent of us? That is to say, it isn't a man-made invention, but rather something that inhabits the deep, dark crevasses of space-time; something that we are able to tap into and use somehow to our advantage. I can easily liken it to the "Music of the Ainur" from J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Silmarillion."
Quoth the Wikipedia:
Quote:In Tolkien's legendarium, the Ainur are Middle-earth's divine beings. In Heaven, before Time, they compose a Great Music. This Music is revealed to be the template, or blueprint, commensurable with the entire history of Middle-earth (beginning to end)
Sure, this is all certainly just speculation, and perhaps better belongs in one of the spirituality forums (had a difficult time deciding where to place this topic), but I think it's a pretty interesting side of ayahuasca culture, as well as religion and human nature in general. Music is such a huge part of our lives, and I can't think of a single spiritual group off the top of my head that doesn't use music in one way or another as a form of "worship" or "praise."
Let me know what you guys think. Am I just crazy? Or am I potentially onto something?
I am seriously making all of this stuff up. No, really.