Seems as though lately, I'm not getting the visuals, and I'm not breaking through. I've been on Topamax for about 4 months and on and off benzos for about the same amount of time. I don't take the benzos regularly, so I wouldn't expect them to play much of a role here.

However, Topamax has always played a role, as my first DMT trip - I was on Topamax. Thing is, my last few DMT sessions I'm just not getting anything. I toke, toke, toke, close my eyes, and I'm pretty much in sleep mode. I wake back up and nothing.

No visuals. No nothing. I'm using the same DMT. I've even extracted more DMT since my initial sessions, and tried the newly extracted DMT.

One thing that has changed is in the initial sessions I was on anti-depressants. Now, not on any anti-depressants, and I'm not getting anything.

I just wish someone could help me get over this.

Your neurochemistry is going to need some time to revert back to it's default settings. You may want to invest in some ayahuasca and drink 5, 10, or 20 gram brews to speed up this process.

As long as you are no longer on pharmaceuticals should you ingest ayahuasca, as the harmalas are RIMA and the combination of them with anti depressants can be deadly. Allow at least 2 weeks, 4 to be safe, to pass between taking a pharmaceutical anti depressant and a harmala.

Smoke some DMT on top of a caapi brew. Eat healthy and exercise. Time will pass. This issue will be a thing of the past.

^ What House said.

Having gone through the cycle of various pharmas, I'm much better these days with nothing.

Ayahuasca is incredibly healing and you should work towards the advise given above. Give yourself a few weeks to 'reset' and you will be thankful.

Also, be VERY careful with benzos - avoid if possible. I've had friends fall into heavy use and it's sad as a friend to witness. They are very addicting and not a good crutch.

Best of luck.

Thanks for the advice. I think the Topamax is acting as the catalyst, and I can't just stop taking it because I use it for migraines. However, perhaps in my initial sessions I wasn't using it as prescribed, which was giving me such good results with the DMT.

Thanks for the advice guys. I'll try to change my routines a bit, and see what happens. Here's hoping for the best ...

I too used all of the above for migraines. In the end they only caused more problems than solutions.

Guess what makes me headache free for at least 1-2 months? Ayahuasca.

'shrooms are also great for treating migraines and cluster headaches!

Low doses of LSD too! =)

Thanks guys

Yeah, I tried the shroom thing. They're impossible to find around here, and I tried 2 grows myself, and both contam'd. I still have 2 spore syringes, though, so we'll see

I would die to try Ayahuasca, but I haven't done enough research on it yet. Maybe I'll do that later!

Anyways, thanks guys!