I have had three experiences with harmalas from rue + MHRB. Only the first time worked, when I used lemon juice for boiling MHRB. My feelings had found voice in hard, colorful tessellations; my body was constantly disappearing and I would touch it back into existence; all that good stuff, which I may write up soon. Spoiling all my fun, however, the two other times were no where near the level of the first. Not even euphoria: just anticipation leading to meta-paranoia and impatience leading to "whatever, I'll trip while falling asleep, if at all."
Here's how it was, in order of virtual rituals:
1st. boiled 1/8 a shotglass of MHRB in two boils of 30 mins, covered. Used a whole lemon overall. Filtered thru 8 coffee filters at once, boiled, added gelatin, froze, thawed, separated pink-white water from blue-grey goo.
2nd. Used same amount of MHRB. Added what seemed enough cider to each boil. Did the rest same as #1. Notably, the blue-grey goo was not blue-grey at all, but dark red.
3rd. Annoyed from #2, I did this: Instead of boil and gelatin-removal, I put 1 part MHRB, 1 part cider vinegar, and 3 parts water in cup, mixing for a day. Then I separated liquid and repeated the former. Added both liquids; stirred in half a tbsp of baking soda, let settle.
I think what happened in 3 is I added too much soda. Cuz I put the settled out goop in my mouth and it was burning hardcore and I had to just swallow it down with a glass of soymilk. Just kidding, I spit it out.
WTF OMG PLZ HELP
The above is for entertainment purposes only.
"A caged community of chimpanzees reacts very sensitively if a member of the tribe has received LSD. Even though no changes appear in this single animal, the whole cage gets in an uproar because the LSD chimpanzee no longer observes the laws of its finely coordinated hierarchic tribal order."
From LSD: My Problem Child