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Posts: 21 Joined: 11-Mar-2011 Last visit: 30-Jan-2012 Location: inbetween streams
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SWIM, prepared her surrouding environment , turned off the lights , placed her mediatation music on, lit her new incense for the occasion, and begun to take the first toke. Feeling quite intune and serene in her environment began to absorb the purple and gold and white , that was her walls colours and found herself in a long hall , ceilings that expanded the height of a house a figure , of all races of woman and feminity stood before her inbetween two towering candles , on the right and left side of the temple were men with shaved heads , not daring to look away from the ground in respect for this being SWIM, stood there in awe and respect , tall and proud to be a women in her presence SWIM, felt inclined to ask if she was the Goddesss Isis , as Isis was dominent presence in her life for the past month. apprearing in crystal and goddess cards . She replied with a coy smile saying " yes i am Isis , and energetically became Isis on her left , while still maintaining her original form, " but im also, all of these women, I am the Goddess of all Goddesses and this is my home . which you belong to and will return. " She proceeded to do a rythmic dance inbetween the candles and up and down the hall, eventually coming right up to my face , ( which SWIM though quite intimadating and unexplainably awesome!) staring at me and all that i am. then smiled then i was back, floating back into the purple and gold of my room still viberating and beaming from the experience and in totel awe.
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Posts: 252 Joined: 05-Mar-2011 Last visit: 30-Jun-2021 Location: Cali
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Wow, such clarity in your visions, was this your first time too? May I ask what kind of spice was used? was it yellow or white? On my first experience with DMT I saw a female entity in the sky and she held her left hand out to me, like a gesture for me to come with her or as if she was presenting me with something. I saw so much it was hard for me just to come up with words to describe my experience. But she was the dominant vision I had, and I later met her in my dreams. I found out that she is my secret lover (if you know of the concept) much like a guardian angel. I have longed to see her again in my DMT quests but have been to scared to return to that realm, I will be trying again soon though I'm just waiting for when the time feels right. Other male entities I have met have had this same intimidating quality you speak of, they seem to be very abrupt and "in your face". Although they are never menacing in any way, simply very straight-forward and pleased to see me. “Surrender is inner acceptance of what is without any reservations. If you have lived long enough, you will know that things “go wrong” quite often. It is precisely at those times that surrender needs to be practiced if you want to eliminate pain and sorrow from your life.”
Eckhart Tolle
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Posts: 21 Joined: 11-Mar-2011 Last visit: 30-Jan-2012 Location: inbetween streams
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this was SWIM's 2nd time with yelloow spice. it lasted only 2 minutes ( earth time ) but seemed much longer
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Posts: 252 Joined: 05-Mar-2011 Last visit: 30-Jun-2021 Location: Cali
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Yeah that happens, I think DMT speeds up(or would it be slows down?) the rate at which we perceive time, so it seems to last a long time. The last time I tried DMT I felt like I had been there for hours, but in reality it had been about 5mins. And it was a harrowing experience, which is what has kept me from trying it again. The entire thing can be read here: https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=20011 . I had "dark dmt" before, which is what may have contributed to the scary experience. But now I have yellow DMT, and have yet to try it. “Surrender is inner acceptance of what is without any reservations. If you have lived long enough, you will know that things “go wrong” quite often. It is precisely at those times that surrender needs to be practiced if you want to eliminate pain and sorrow from your life.”
Eckhart Tolle
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 Garrett
Posts: 8 Joined: 24-Feb-2011 Last visit: 18-Feb-2025 Location: Fortress of The Mind
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Wow, that sounds wonderful! thanks for sharing, Tigeress!
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Posts: 15 Joined: 20-Mar-2011 Last visit: 04-Feb-2012 Location: UK
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beautiful, thanks for sharing <3 The obscure we see eventually. The completely obvious, it seems, takes longer. ~Edward R. Murrow
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Posts: 127 Joined: 12-Oct-2010 Last visit: 27-Apr-2011 Location: bat cave
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Such a beautiful description of your experience. Glad you had such a positive experience
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Posts: 37 Joined: 24-Feb-2011 Last visit: 07-Nov-2024
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Tigeress wrote:which you belong to and will return. That's interesting, I once had an experience where I endured deep into an energy state of consciousness flying through a third dimensional fantasy which I thought was some sort of 'heaven.' It was by far the most beautiful place DMT had taken me, and the entities there, the grey aliens, told me that I belonged there and was most happy there, and that I could and would come back whenever I wanted too. I bring this up because after much interpretation, I believe I was in the alien's realm of hyperspace, where they were superior of all others, which they provided a joyful and welcomed presence, they then, similar to your experience told me I belonged there and that I could come back whenever I pleased. Unfortunately I never got back to the same place, god damn... It was so awesome. Perhaps this is quite common with DMT, the feeling of beloning and the fantasy of having the power to get back to that certain place at will. Still so mysterious though, still so much wonder...
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