I have had this desire to really push it lately with my relationship to DMT..magickal vistas seem to open up, which for the seeker of re-enchantment seem to be where the real sleeping beast lay...The world is not what we think..and like mckenna once said "stranger than we CAN suppose"...

Me and minxx decided to smoke again today after breakfast..yesterday we awoke and smoked for about an hour first thing in the morning..and that experience was nothing less than phenomenal..irridescent visions of psychedelic einsteinian spirit guides and the milky aura of jaguar dreams as I became the wind..I became the rain..This mandala is my own and at the centre of it is I...

Glowing in the wake of yesterdays trancendance I was ready to go again today..I feel more at home in hyperspace lately than I have in the past..I feel welcomed by the spirits, and indeed they seem to be extra busy lately tending to the vibrational rate of my energy body, making more and more frequent appearances..who/what-ever they are, I know this is just the tip of a much larger iceberg..I am merely probing the surface of this thing..

So we sat down in front of our fully equipped alter and packed the bong..we smoked a few times before the music went off, heading into the bedroom to smoke more comfortably in silence..minxx was laying down and I was sitting up with the bong loaded in my hand..one big pull to clear the chamber and I closed my eyes and fell back into her..the vibration..the carrier wave..the spirals of light..the serpentine jewelery of etheral love swirling..swirling..swirling..

Her mouth..oh my god there are mountains in there..valleys..sunsets and oceans..a world of erotic, tactile pleasures..my fingers lined the edge of her lips..and into her mouth..into her mouth my finegrs slid and behind my closed eyes it was there that I found my rapture.. ... .."DEAL WITH YOUR ENERGY!" was the message..and true enough it was..my enery..my being..mine to give..mine to take..as energetic beings of perfect love, and perfect light it is up to us to deal with our energy..learn it..know it..listen to it..and express it..love it..and enjoy it..

My eyes open finally and colorful glyphs are beaming from this face..the most beautiful face I have ever seen..this rainbow goddess in my arms..and how I love her..erotic energies flowing from me to her..from her to me..unification..in an instant our cloths are comming off and we begin to make love..we are one in this final step towards alchemical illumination..if only for a moment, together, we are born again..a perfect incarnation of the magnum opus..

Afterwords I am glowing..I am GLOWING...pure energy radiating..

Naked in bed the bong is again loaded and in we go..I take one large hit and hold it..effortlessly shot into a perfect sub breakthrough..yet something is different..there is no creeping anxiety that can linger on the edge of hyperspace before the rainbow beams of cosmic divinity line the jagged edge of a tembling soul..there is only love..I am a neurochemical soup of love hormones and I am invincible..minxx takes her dose right as it's all starting to happen for me, and I then take the bong and hit it as hard as I can, and clear the bowl......

I sit back, cross legged with my hands on her bare legs, facing her..eyes closed.. and suddenly, I am gone..geometric waves and stained glass chambers vibrate though my vision, and quickly through to the core of my being..the gateway to the other world..I am with the masters..the awakened ones..hyper-dimensional fractals of of an individualized energy system?..neurogenic escapades of a higher brain-mind system?..ancient atlanteans acendended ito the aether?..I make no assumptions..yet when I return from my time there with them, the message is clear..deal with your energy..know your energy..listen to your energy..love your energy..enjoy your energy..

...for it is yours, and it is the greatest gift you have been given.

Oh my God! Dang, I guess that's the kind of thing that happens when you mix love with dmt. I mean, a smoke will make a arbitrary wall come to life and look like some otherworldly gateway. I can only imagine how one might perceive their own lover under the influence. You guys are psychonautic erotic alchemists! I am so jealous! Yet I am so happy that such levels of greatness are being experienced somewhere out there in the universe.... although I am not the one I know what dmt can do, and I know what tantra or sex magick can do, and I know you two are experts in at least one of those areas. So I can only imagine what it's like for you two being together. Probably only a small handful of people have ever experienced what you have.

People also probably wouldn't understand how much experience and psychological openness it would take to perfect the art of using these things for such purposes. One probably doesn't smoke a bong a bunch of times in a day and have the same thing happen. An average person probably wouldn't understand why all that stuff you just said is even desirable.

Oh, how do you "smoke for an hour"!? as you said? I'm guessing you've tried ayahuasca together. How was that?

"Oh, how do you "smoke for an hour"!? as you said? I'm guessing you've tried ayahuasca together. How was that?"

You sit down with a pile of changa, a big bong and some pillows and load up breakthrough after breakthrough..come back and reload..

Yes we do drink ayahuasca together..and it's wonderful

Riveting report fractal! Thank you again!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Wow. Very intimate experience. I'm glad you decided to share it with us. Now if only I could find that partner to share similar experiences with...

your experience sounded so cosmicly stunning and beautiful. well written and thanks for sharing

WOW. Just WOW.

I can go for a strong journey for about 1.5 hours on changa. Usually it's my lungs that give out, I'm not a smoker so it is difficult for me. As far as sex yes mixing natural endorphins and DMT results in some intense effects that takes a DMT trip to a whole new level. Even a sub breakthrough dose can be mind blowing.

My sweet faerie also overflows with spice-revealed rainbows!

..and how I love her..

And I thought I was the only one that appreciated the sexuality of dmt

lovely report. = ]

What a great report Fractal. Thanks for sharing. So great that you have such experiences with someone so close to you.