About 6 months ago i did lsd for the first time and was amazing i felt like i had never felt before, i was riding in the back of a truck with my friend laying down at night going to my friends house and the ride there was beyond anything ive ever felt before, all i culd see was the sky and felt like i was in a spacship in space i was in awe the whole ride there thinking this is the best thing i ever done and it was on my birthday too, then we got to my friends house and it was 5 of us tripping then my friend gets a phone call and i look at him then i think he's planning something against me and kinda start to panic but i let it go then everything starting going backwards i thought everybody was talking about me and basically really hated me we were all siting on a bed and i was ashamed it felt like i was in a hole and i couldnt get out and i started getting thoughts like really bad thoughts and i thought my friends were inside my head watching me and i couldnt control my thinking and i thought they thought i was fucked up for thinking negative paranoid thoughts and i laid face down for 5 hours and didnt say a word the whole night and got up thinking nobody was my friend anymore and i felt the worst i ever felt because i thought these were my bestfriends and i belived they hated me and never wanted to be my friend. and still to this day not as much as more but a little bit sometimes i think the same, but i was just wondering if anybody had an experience like this before and had any advice to help me let go.