Before I write this topic I want to state that I am very VERY sceptical of research chemicals and have never ever found my experiences with 2c-e or 2c-b spiritual at all. Research chemicals put me off psychadelics to be honest and I have finally accepted that they are only fun, not spiritual.

However, a week ago a friend acquired me some 4-acetoxy-DET and we delved into the substance one sunny afternoon. At first my scepticality took the better of me as it always does and I believed it to be a dud... or just a shit shit drug. But 2 hours after ingestion my eyes widened in such a way that can onyl be equalled by my first experience with LSD. The visuals although not too intense, provided pretty images and kaleidoscopes formed on the walls. I began to enjoy myself very much and I enjoyed the auditory hallucinations very much so as it seemed like there were angels whispering and birds twittering at me. They were speaking of unspeakable secrets and my trip moved on to an area where I've never been before. However, my trip was to move on to an unprecedented level.

Before the trip, I'd been having doubts about psychadelics. Are they spiritual? Or are they just another chemical in yout brain like Cocaine or XTC? DO they make you into a mumbling mess and are they actually what stops people from becoming enlightened rather than helping them? I'd also been having personal problems in love as I was horrified because I thought I'd lost the ability to love the person who I'm now happily with.

When i went outside I noticed that the sky was BEAUTFUL, the trees were BEAUTIFUL to such an extent that it was unreal. It was like being reborn again. My body felt so relaxed, it was unreal. I thought that thats what Nirvana must be like. That WAS nirvana, it was bliss. Thanks to my very positive 4-acetoxy-DET I now look at life with renewed enthusiasm and renewed passion. I love again, I feel pain again, I feel again. Thank you 4-acetoxy-DET!!

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