So, I would just like to share a little success story with you guys.
I am studying toward a degree in computing science, XML, XSLT, Assembly, Java, Information Systems, etc.
Plus a good deal of psychology to help further my understanding of the mind, and hopefully help with research
into artificial intelligence!
So, It's gone really fast so far, its allready semester II week 7 so, only 4 weeks and four more semesters to go.
luckilly we get huge long holidays.
Anyway, Lately, I've really been feeling under the strain of it all the workload just seemed so heavy.
I am quite convinced that the only reason I 'caught myself in the act' of revising with no limit - just revising and
revising with no end in sight, was because today
I WAS MEDITATING. not only meditating mind you, but
reaching for awareness while in the meditative state, practicing mindfulness, the cornerstone of bhuddism. Observing
myself and my thoughts, merely observing, only noticing.
I'd given the whole meditation thing a little break, because I had come to the conclusion that it wasn't helping to be
ommm'd out the whole time, and I found myself doing it every waking moment.
(I sometimes practice walking meditation when I am on my way around and about) so, then when I returned to it,
I found that I became aware of this "studying with no end in sight" and resorted to return to
LITTLE AND OFTEN!!Now I feel like a huge weight has been lifted, like I have
even more time to do the things I love and that there is
even less pressure!
(I set out to be the best student I could be, to help others achieve this too, and net a high ranking degree so that I
would never have to return to university again, and so that I could make myself proud and wear it on my sleve for the
rest of my life.)
I just wanted to share this with you guys, because I love the nexus to bits, and now that i've solved this little one, I am
sure to return to my work with the spice, giving advice and tending the nexus as I was before. Im sure some of you may
have noticed that I wasn't my usual self. I hope so anyway.
Namasté everyone
shoe
ॐ भूर्भुव: स्व: तत्सवितुर्वरेण्यं । भर्गो देवस्य धीमहि, धीयो यो न: प्रचोदयात्
Love, Gratittude, Compassion, Fearlessness!