My body is still shivering.

I'm sitting in my launchpad, and I wanted to thank you all SO MUCH for being here. I don't know you in the flesh, but I have a sense of the people who come to the Nexus, people who want to share and try to understand this extraordinary experience that we have found together.

I had a beautiful weekend in Ireland, spent with very special friends, and I was very thankful that I could be there with them - to share time with those you know and love is a priceless gift.

I came home, unpacked, cleared the decks, turned the phone off and loaded up a full bowl of Electric Sheep changa - blue lotus and calea.

We ventured through hyperspace and I kept looking for the light.

When they tried to get into my mouth, and it started feeling dark, I said out loud again and again, "thank you for sharing your knowledge. Thank you for allowing me to be with you here. Thank you" I wouldn't let them into my mouth. But it was ok.

I kept my eyes open then - something I haven't done before. WOW. My home was transformed again, and again, into a thousand beautiful exquisite arrangements of space. It lasted an eternity; infinite waves of exquisite beauty, here, in our world, on our plane. I had to laugh out loud in pure wonder.

They taught me a few journeys ago, that to be joyful and thankful is to protect yourself in their ancient space. And today, I used that, and I wanted to share it here.

I'm not the first to say this, but I felt it important to share it again - it may help any of you seekers of truth, you brave explorers of ancient mysteries, who might find yourselves overwhelmed, or in darkness: being thankful is our greatest defence. It is humble, it is one of the noblest of human actions - and I believe it is appreciated by Them as a clear manifestation of good intent.

So again - to all of you here on the Nexus. Thank YOU for sharing YOUR knowledge with me, and for the care and support and understanding you have unfailingly given in such good heart.

Peace, love and gratitude to you all.

88,

PURE INSPIRATION.





I just posted a trip report on an experience that I could hardly speak about yesterday and that today is only beginning to coalesce. I called it Re-Iteration of the Core Message.

As I sit here reading about your experience and what you got out of it, I am seriously beginning to think we should have switched our titles.

Peace & Love With Thanks,
Pandora

I posted this and then saw your post and just laughed out loud - what beautiful synchronicity! Much love to you sister, and I hope you continue to find peace and healing and love in your journeys!

Thank you! We love you too brother ;-)

This rings so true for my last journey. I was returned brimming with love and gratitude, I was literally thanking the walls.

I am very happy for you that you have received this journey. I know your last one was difficult and left you a little winded. All good things in good time. It really makes me smile to know that you are receiving affirmation of your love and gratitude, you need it, YOU need that healing. You are on the path to walking in the light and you are not alone on that rocky road.

Bless you!

Peace and Love, and lots of it.

I understand fear... I really do!

however, I have been:

Eaten my a giant mantis
Have had millions of little "doctors" work on an issue inside me (quite distrubing)
Been thrust inside some sort of bizzare devices that I was pretty sure was manipulating something inside of me.

I have always come out feeling better than when I went in, and a few minor aliments seem to have disapeared (asthma included strangly enough).

acolon_5: thanks a lot for this, and also for a post on another thread, where you mentioned they seemed almost 'jealous' of our physical bodies.

The whole getting into my mouth thing was bothering me a bit; I always understood this to be some kind of symbiosis, but I wasn't sure what it was They got out of it. Maybe they just want a body for a while, which is fine by me... even if they choose to come at me looking like Darth Mantoid.

What is with the metal mantoids?

I was savagely picked apart and mind-raped by a metal mantoid. She/It was cold as ice, there was no love and no emtional. She was mechanical and she picked me to pieces with her pincers. It was like she poisoned me to immobalize me, then proceeded to shred me. I let it go, I let her have it because there was nothing I could do. Afterwards I was left feeling strangely post-orgasmic and I had been crying.

I never did meet that fine lady again, at least not the metal-mantoid.

Anyone got a theory on this beast?

88, i might say, you're a rather fine nexus member yourself!
::hanky-panky-eyebrows::


Greatfulness is indeed a must!
I can't even begin to imagine how much work it is to guide a Noob civilization ours! oi.

Two words: Artificial Intelligence.