Welcome to the Nexus, spnal! I'd be delighted to help you with your project, as LSD has been my favorite entheogen for the past decade. I'll do my best to answer each of your questions directly.
First, what are your reasons for using LSD?
Well, those reasons have changed over the years. Maybe it would have been better to answer your question of how I was introduced first. Initially, when I was first experimenting, I was mostly curious. I had been smoking weed for a couple years and drinking with my friends, and we were generally into alternative ideas and art and so forth, and were kind of naturally drawn towards LSD and psychedelics in general (really, drugs in general) because of the artists we looked up to and ideas we shared. The first few trips there was no goal beyond exploration and
fun. And it definitely was FUN! SOO FUN! Oh my god!!! The sensory expansion and deepening could keep anyone entertained for limitless time.
After you take acid a few times, the desire to go deeper arises. It's not that the sensory elements become less pleasant or interesting, it's that you tune in to the heart-space and mental transformation that occurs when you dose. It evolves your worldview, to put it in as few words as possible. It levels up your consciousness if you are receptive to it. Timothy Leary lived his entire life on the idea (and reality) that LSD in a naturalistic setting can (and does) elicit mystic experience. For me it quickly became much more about deepening and understanding that expanded state of consciousness.
After a little more than a decade of use, I find I take small to moderate doses of LSD in situations where I would have taken other (party) substances. I find it helps me socialize authentically and keeps me awake and active on small doses, and therefore prefer it for party scenarios. It also doesn't inhibit sexual function like other party drugs do for some.
How did you get introduced to it?
Like I mentioned above, LSD was always intriguing to my friends and I, from as early as 15 or 16. It was obvious that these artists we admired and appreciated were drinking from a tap we hadn't tasted yet, and we did NOT want to remain ignorant. At first it was very hard for us to find real LSD, so we settled for other substances, usually Shulgin chemicals such as 2c-b, 25i/25c-nbome, and MDMA. Each experience was it's own journey and own report, but obviously, each time tried something else, our hankering for LSD only increased. It was about 2 years of experimenting and searching until we found what we were looking for.
What changed in your Social environment after taking it? Did you have any other changes, like the curing of a Sickness or addiction?
The first handful of acid trips I enjoyed took years to digest and integrate; not because they were difficult or intensely enlightening in the moment, but mostly because when I took them I felt
genuinely happy to be alive. From early adolescence through much of my young adult life, even after beginning my entheogenic journey, I struggled with heavy depression. The wrong-doings and ills of the world seemed unbearable and not worth working with most days. I never took LSD looking to cure my sadness, but when I did take it, I had fun, REAL fun, and felt glad to be alive. I felt protected by the entire cosmos. I would (and still do) laugh to tears, til my collar is soaking wet. Over time, through effort, self-work, reflection, living life, journaling, meditation, spiritual discipline, study, etc etc etc, I learned how to stay in touch with that happiness outside of the expanded state.
In the fewest words possible, LSD restored by desire to be alive. It gave me back the Joy of incarnate life. To say I'm grateful would be cheap.
In terms of social changes, nothing initially. All my friends that I started eating acid with are still in touch, to varying degrees. That said, it caused a definite shift in my inner atmosphere and life trajectory. Because of the way LSD has changed my feelings about my entire life and existence, it has naturally changed my taste in art and music and literature, and interests, and therefore my choice in friends and companions has also been affected.
best wishes on your project, and warmest regards <3
βShe, the adorable one, seated in the Heart, is the power that gives breath. Unto Her all the senses do homage.β