My dear nexians,
I have missed you deepy for too long.
In my younger years i smoalked way too much spice and it seemed as if the matrix pushed back on all the love and light I was spreading. Over time I fell into a crystal methamphetamine addiction, it was horrible it ruined my life.The good news is after 12 long years of livingh Hell in the preta realm amongst hungry ghosts, I found returned to my true self and learned that Love comes again There's so much that I have forgotten, it's as if the altered states of memory can only be accessed in such a high frequency, I made a mistake of too long of a honeymoon period. I broke the rules and sold elf crack for money and that was a huge mistake. I know a lot better than that but I'm back in the flesh. I'm happy to be alive. I was suicidal since I was 15 but I'm 39 now and I found my Friends and Family and now I feel Free and I'm so happy to be here amongst you all. Please be careful when sm=oalking tryptamines,
Set Setting and Surround yourself with positive people when you blast off.I still have some small form of PTSD from being "hyperslapped" by my elfin family. Even still when I was lost and all along on the brink of death and destruction, I knew they were always there with me. I believe in that type of stuff like Guardian Angels and spirits. Even when I was all alone amongst disembodied ghosts and phantoms, I found Love and there's no way I could have survived without Source God and Spirit guiding me. Never a step away from home...Loving you still always have deep down and always will. Peace Love and light
Reach out if you need help with anything. Thank you and have a good day or night.
Sincerely,
Elfqrin

Glad to hear you're doing better, bro! Keep it up!

Elfqrin,

Wow, that is quite confession in front of us and hyperspace.

What an amazing and traumatic journey. I am so glad you are still alive, feeling better and able to share your story.

So, now that you are approaching midlife, do you have any plans to delve back into the realms of psychedelic explorations? Or are you on an extended integration break, just finding the love again? Either is beautiful. I am so glad you came back to our little found family.

Cheers to getting out of the tweak and back to hyperspace!
The latter has much friendlier entities
for the most part
¯\_(ツ)_/¯