Hi Timmyt
Yes I have the same problem often. Especially with insomnia when I should definitely go to sleep. I dont have a solution for you. But for certain you can reach hyperspace even as a stubborn mind. Try not to want it. The more I try the more weird and confused the trips get for me. Smoke, relax, expect nothing.
I don't know much, but I do know this. With a golden heart comes a rebel fist.