So often have my LSD trips been tainted by paranoia as my ego clings to itself and fights the altered state. This was however so powerful that the ego was gone in the breath of the smoke. The experience it created made the ego totally irrelevant. This was no contaminated half way house where ego and drug wrestle for control. This was an all out mind flush. ... In that moment I understood I was faced with such force I could not fight. I could only join.

I could move further into the city to make more money... but there aren't any trees there.

Caapi is my fuel. I am a high octane woman. I have a strong personality and like a strong cup of tea.

You can totally ingest the sludge!

There is nothing in the world that people won't be able to roll their depravity onto. There is no point IMO to glorify dmt or psychedelics. Taking them will not save the world.

Amen to that brother! My opinion is that the largest collection of criminals to humanity lie in the political and banking systems of the world. The density of liars, cheats, and thieves is greater in that collection of people than in any of the other 'professions'. They have caused more suffering world wide over the ages than anything else with the possible exception epidemic outbreaks of diseases.

no.

If you release your expectations, you will be open minded, and so any path that opens from that point will be a natural opening. In other words, the path that naturally opens is the path that is destined for you. It is your path. I find that a lot of people, depressed people anyway, want to be big heroes, and if they aren't acheiving something enormous, they aren't satisfied with acheiving anything. Come to terms with the possibility that you may always be an average person, not acheiving anything in particular. Then you will begin to focus not on what you don't have, but the special gifts you do have. You will learn to work with the cards you have been dealt, and not wasting your energy hoping to be dealt different cards. You will work with what you have, and that is the best you can possibly do because the cards you have are the only cards you have.

Learn to let go of expectations of what life should be. Perhaps it is not your place to be a big hero, or make a big impact. Maybe your place is to make little impacts that will pave the way for someone else to make a big impact. Almost everyone wants to be an olympic gold madalist, but that champion wouldn't be a champion if it weren't for the many people, trainers, family, people of guidance, who lead that champion to greatness. Maybe the whole point of your existence is to reach just one person, or creature, who will in turn, play a key role in the unfolding of the universe. The only reward is living in harmony with what is, what has been given. And you may find this reward more fulfilling than all your previous expectations.

The impression I get is that NDE is the official experience for the disincarnate soul leaving the body. There are no alien octupuses, bizarre machine elves, and all the other bizarre things that psychedelics can reveal. I feel like the NDE is the front door, and DMT is the back door, but in both cases there seem to be intelligences making sure you are okay. In both cases it seems possible to have an encounter with the Source.

Oh god I think I just realized the importance of trolls.

My psychedelic experiences haven’t so much convinced me of the reality of other realms as they have lead me to consider the possibility that this realm – the realm of our everyday experiences – may in fact not be at all what it appears to be.

Authenticity without humility doesn’t have much value.

The state of gnosis or enlightenment to me is not a state at all, but a continuous process of overcoming what is old and emerging into something new; incessant transmorphology.

i say go for a walk down to the grocery store and then tell me if your still not high.....

Even to Gods face I'd demand proof and peer review it's really Him.

This is the thing that scares me about psychedelic drugs, and what probably keeps them illegal: they cause people have beliefs that are so strong that they will not try to think critically about them.

12:12:20 ‹Czepa› dont ask again please.
12:12:49 ‹Czepa› i burnt my penis the other day smoking a cigarret at the computer before jumping in the shower

All nazi's should be shot in the head. Period.