anrchy wrote:Vector
i recommend you dose low if you are going to. Small doses are very easy to integrate, easy to move into, just easy altogether. If you can talk yourself into doing so stick with a handful of small 15mg tops size doses for awhile. It will help get you back into the groove again. That is if thats what you want. If you WANT to do DMT again and be comfortable with it thats my advice.
thank you very much for your reply.
I think this is what i'm going to do. i WANT to want to breakthrough again, but it feels right now like i'd be forcing it. i've had a bunch of lucid-ish dreams where I'm smoking DMT and I get halfway there, stop, think to myself "what are you doing man?!", and then put the pipe down and just trip about a bit before the dream ends. and i did try again once before to breakthrough, but when i got halfway there I felt so freaking uncomfortable that there was no way i could make myself continue. I was starting to think the only way I could breakthrough again would be via an injection.
but now i think maybe i'll try to work myself up and do the psychological repairs myself. probably not a good idea to breakthrough if I don't actually want to, right?