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Explorer7 Embarking on journeys immersed in nature truly is a profound experience, I wish you safe and inspiring future voyages. It would be lovely to read your experience report of an entheogen journey within nature. Indeed it certainly is a fascinating phenomena that I would like to do further research into that each psilocybin strain has unique, specific effects and characteristics... I have personally found that my tryptamine experiences all seem to have a common thread that intertwines, flows and permeates through them. Thank you for your more than kind words, they truly made me smile and made my day. ♥ Much Peace and Kindness
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That maybe the mushroom is a hyperdimensional spirit and caresses me with visuals if it feels like i deserve it. I don't know...lol. My most amazing experience was when i realized i am an alien.
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that everything is one in ways we can't even begin to comprehend, and that this can be verified experientially
<Ringworm>hehehe, it's all fun and games till someone loses an "I"
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![](/forum/resource.ashx?u=21480) DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 557 Joined: 12-Jul-2012 Last visit: 01-Jan-2021
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Most amazing is often a issue of perspective and individual bias. Emotions have never come easy to me, many would say I have the asperger trait, others say chronic depression since childhood, anyway my emotional landscape is traditionally pretty flat. At one time in my life things were pretty bleak for my family- slow decay, depression, drug abuse, etc. I wasnt a huge fan of mushrooms because they tend to bother arthritis that was giving me trouble that year, but I wanted a different perspective so I could find a way to break the bad cycle my family was in and mushrooms were what was available so I got a big bag of dried and chopped up cubensis and began systematically using them in that capacity. The experience I will always regard as the most amazing from those years was on a mere 2.15 grams. For whatever reason that moderate dose took me to a shulgin (++++) that one time, it was replete with intensely beautiful fractals in vibrant colors, a girl made entirely from plants, and auditory hallucinations which was all wild, but what made it amazing (and a +4) was that in the middle of the experience I was washed over, completely submerged in love for my father. It was the first time in my life I had ever felt love for anything whatsoever. It was well timed, in that he died of cardiac arrest 3 weeks later. It opened the door to at least let me move out of that funk and start to envision a better way to live and not get caught by the escapism that otherwise would have happened upon his death. My lifestyle has changed radically since that night, and mushrooms will always have my respect for opening that door. I must have been ripe for that experience, I know it wasnt just the dose because on another occasion 3 grams of the same, finely chopped up and mixed material just gave a strong normal experience with no emotional revelation or talking plant girls, lol... tho it was on that batch I decided to try out TM's "5 grams in silent darkness" thing and holy sheep shit, that rocketed my scrawny hippie ass into hyperspace, regressed me to a fetus, and rebirthed me as a block of psychedelic orange hyperdimensional play-doh plastered into the foundation of the universe. Reconstructing my psyche out of that one was an interesting experience. I suppose that episode was my most amazing in terms of sheer strength ![Laughing](/forum/images/emoticons/laughing.png) Thanks Terence.
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Posts: 225 Joined: 17-Nov-2013 Last visit: 04-Apr-2020
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universecannon wrote:that everything is one in ways we can't even begin to comprehend, and that this can be verified experientially powerful! have had similar experiences with the sacred mushroom everything i write is for the purposes of creative expression and writing a science fiction novel.
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A big warm yellow/white light hit me and break up in millon of particles... Now im a infinitive flash of light.
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I ate an unknown amount of Penis Envy at Burning Man. I found myself meditating in the temple, miraculous spinning mandalas filled the void behind my eyelids. A girl was balling her eyes out next to me. My mind focused on sending her as much love as possible. I opened my eyes and she was looking right at me, her eyes were full of tears and her facepaint was streaming down, dripping onto her costume. I rose up and hugged her for 10+ minutes. As the hug ended, she smiled, said, "thank you" and we went our ways. wap + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- DMT Nexus Research ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- + ---- +
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Posts: 3 Joined: 20-Dec-2013 Last visit: 28-Dec-2013 Location: Los Angeles, 2019
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I have danced with the fungus many times, but have yet to ingest a quantity in excess of an 8th. All of my trips have been wonderful, yet only once did I experience anything as profound as my experiences with LSD. I bought some Ecuador spores in a syringe several months ago. This would be my second time growing shroomies. After running into an absurd amount of bizarre complications, only one of my cakes blossomed. Through much struggle and effort, these mushrooms thrived where their brethren had all shriveled and died. Gargantuan, fat, arching stems led to alien mothership caps. All in all, after dehydration, I had about 4 grams worth from one flush, which I split with my partner-in-psychonautics. The ensuing trip resulted in what I would distinguish as a "vision" as opposed to simply a hallucination or revelation. Just as the trip reached its crest, my vision was shrouded in darkness. I felt no fear or limitation from this, as I knew from prior experiences to surrender entirely to the trip, no matter what it sends your way. In this darkness, a beautiful, brilliant red glow burst into existence like a fairy dust firework, and I saw a bushel of mushrooms rapidly growing and twisting around each other like a time lapse. They reached maturity and sat motionless, and then the darkness vanished and I felt a peculiar crackling sensation in all my extremities, especially around my joints - ankles, knuckles, et cetera. Even in that state of mind I was amazed that I could have such a vivid experience on such a common dosage. The whole thing only lasted a second or two, but it was the best thing I have ever experienced on mushrooms. There was that surrendering sense of a benevolent universe that is normally only present for me during acid trips. The rest of my trip was of course a wondrous afterglow.
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![](/forum/resource.ashx?u=20176) DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 53 Joined: 01-May-2012 Last visit: 29-Oct-2022 Location: Now
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On 3.5 grams cubensis I had an experience of absolute no-mind, after a period of intense mental struggle. I exited the woods I was in and went into a vast, open field, and suddenly my being was washed out with cosmic love. I became indistinguishable from everything around me, and was content to lay down in the grass and taste the intensely saturated colors of the universe. As these experiences go, it was one of the single most memorable moments of my life. <3
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![](/forum/resource.ashx?u=34218) DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 225 Joined: 17-Nov-2013 Last visit: 04-Apr-2020
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kajex wrote:I became indistinguishable from everything around me, and was content to lay down in the grass and taste the intensely saturated colors of the universe. As these experiences go, it was one of the single most memorable moments of my life. <3 Amazing!!! Thanks everyone for sharing such grace and beauty! everything i write is for the purposes of creative expression and writing a science fiction novel.
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Posts: 5 Joined: 04-Dec-2013 Last visit: 21-Mar-2014 Location: Tennessee
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After taking right around 12g of Fly Agaric's I had left over after "The Dead's" last show in Noblesville, Indiana I new I was in for a wild ride pretty quick. It got a little too intense so I got the very bright idea to take 6 Mepergans because I thought they would put me to sleep, but all they did was pretty much paralyze me while I wigged for around 10 hours. I had all kinds of fun telling the radio which songs to play after it would ask me what I wanted to hear, and I really enjoyed watching the cherry pop off my cigarette and zip around like a wisp. The ride home was a little scary because my friend driving wouldn't slow down on what I was sure was a solid sheet of ice on the highway even though it was about 95 degrees, and the half eaten peach in my shorts pocket was a mess but I laughed so hard most of trip my ribs were sore the next day. I'm sure I left out a LOT, but those memories stand out the most about that trip. I really enjoyed the other stories too!! Open1Mind Scout/Sniper Private Security
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Posts: 309 Joined: 15-Oct-2011 Last visit: 30-Jun-2021
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I was existing as a 4-dimensional-digital-multi-universe and that I had complete knowledge and control over. Zooming into lighted galaxy's, rotating and examining planets, hearing alien robotic music coming from all directions (which directions didn't exist)....and some other exciting mushroomey stuff REALITY 5.0
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Posts: 347 Joined: 05-Jan-2013 Last visit: 24-Jan-2025 Location: dream
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I had several experiences this year that completley changed how i percive life, reality, my self and world around me. All of them where 5-6g shroom trips. In one trip i merged with everything and woke up from this physical life in to my/our real eternal self and realized that everything is idea, infinite fractal and potential of expirience to know my self as infinite IDEA. Waking up and knowing that there is only ˝YOU˝. Everything that human life and existence is is nothing but game of expirience that i create and play with myself. Hide and seek since knowing what we realy are is to depressing, boring and painfuly lonley. The ˝i˝ plays/acts all characters from infinitley small particle to intire cosmos and everything inbetween. ![Big grin](/forum/images/emoticons/biggrin.png) What we are has child ˝nature˝ and likes to play. To put in words what kind of mind fuck is when you knowingly go back to sleep/dreaming again and wake up in this dream of human/ego again thinking that you are this seperate ˝human˝ is mind boggling. We are the creator of this expirience and what we realy are is infinite cycle of everything and nothing... What we realy are is beyond explanation even to our Oneness i think. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcPWU59Luoc Beautiful summary from Alan Watts. ˝What you are is this deep deep thing...and you love to play.˝ - ?
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![](/forum/resource.ashx?u=34218) DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 225 Joined: 17-Nov-2013 Last visit: 04-Apr-2020
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hardboiled, i cna imagine that is quite an amazing experience! and interesting to integrate ... how to hold both perspectives at once. everything i write is for the purposes of creative expression and writing a science fiction novel.
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