Hello there fellow phalaris enthusiasts
I just finished reading this thread and (phalaris project) by @dithyramb for the third time now.
Firstable i'd like to give a big thanks to @Chimp Z and @dythiramb for paving the way for rest of us to take special interest and develop a new relationship to these beautiful humble plants. Thank you guys for your courage and everyone else who walked this path before you and were keen to share their experiences and knowledge with newbies like myself. I've just recently dipped my toes into the realms of this medicine thanks to you beautiful souls.
Last month i had my first oral phalaris experience in combination with syrian rue and was blown away with it's positive energy and fairness. Today i thought is a good time to take the initiative to bring this thread back to life with yet another bioassay and leave it with some notes and questions.
Although i did document my experience in my introduction essay, it was written while i was slightly still under the influence and while i was tired and sleepy . As the days have passed my narrative and my opinions on the trip is still maturing and i think it would be better if i rewrite it here under a new light after i did more research and introspection. So let's get into it shall we.
One day in late april i had enough with reading and contemplating and decided it's time to take action. I went on a hike in our semi-arid country side to a pre-located spot where i have noticed a variety of phalaris species growing the previous year. At around 12pm i came by a large field of cereals infested with phalaris brachystachys that was in the anthesis stage and flowering. Due to a lack of rain and since they were on a higher plain they enjoyed even less water and seemed water stressed which drove them to convert to anthesis stage earlier Then normally. This also meant they had very little leaf biomass which made the Harvest more tedious. the soil is a heavy clay all throughout the landscape. Its mostly flat terrains with no wind breaks so it's usually very windy (a plant stressor) these cereal feilds are unirrigated and unfertilized. At 12pm i started havesting the top two thirds of the leaves using a scissor. The process was too slow and tedious.
I had some concerns if the variety am harvesting from might be a low alkaloid type and if therea are better spots with a better biomass. So when i thought i harvested enough i moved on to look for another phalaris species and came upon paradoxa (in anthesis also) in the same field. I harvested very littles from this paradoxa then following my intuition i moved down to a nearby valley where i harvested a good deal of what i beleive to be phalaris aquatica (some of which were in anthesis while others adjacent was just starting to send anthers or still in vegetative stage.) Also harvested a tiny bit of what i beleive now is phalaris truncata based on anthers in the same spot. The aquatica and the truncata were grazed by sheep and were regrowing again after some scant rain, some looked thirsty while some others in the shade humid spots looked vigorous and healthy.
I came home with a total of 630grams of fresh blade tips. If i had to give a weight ratio i'd say it's mainly brachystachys with a ratio of ~70% a20% aquatica, 5% paradoxa, 5% truncata.
Harvest took from 12pm to 4pm between harvest and searching around. Two hours might have passed since i finished harvesting and started cooking.
I washed the leaves in tap water then strained and placed in a pot and added boiling tap water enough to cover the leaves.
Added a spoon of pickling vinegar and a pinch of citric acid, covered the pot and turned the heat on lowest setting to simmer. Adding water as needed. I then strained the tea in a different pot and added an equal volume of boiling tap water and added same quantity of vinegar and citric acid and left to simmer again. The grass has been cooked for a collective of 4 hours then the brew was simmered down to around 650ml.
Meanwhile I extracted some harmala alkaloids based and salted twice.
Next evening i took three 100mg capsules of the harmala hcl crystals after a light dinner.
00:00 swallowed the harmala capsules and kay down
00:40 starting to feel the effects but decided to wait a bit further till it fully kicks in
00:55 slight nausea, a little shaking and slightly dizzy, i decide its to start drinking the phalaris tea so i get up abd walk my way to the kitchen. Getting up made me feel much dizzier but manageable.
I pour one cup from the 650ml of tea (about 100ml) abd start sipping it slowly and cautiously while feeling a little sick from the harnalas. About 5 mins between each sip for a total of around 35 mins
01:40 nausea is slightly less, but shaking has increased and felt a bit cold. i feel a surge of energy and there is a buzzing in my head that is new to me and haven't experienced on harmalas alone. This buzzing or shall we call it vibrations at the back of my head spreads out to my neck and shoulders and to my back...i start to feel more conscious of my body form through these vibrations rippling through me , i didn't pay enough attention to this part, now i think of it i come to realize it could have been more enjoyable if i did let myself explore it more but i didn't understand it as something new to me and my mind was distracted by a rising wave of energy that i failed to ride properly Which caused me some panic.
I remember still sitting down to this table shaking slightly and suddenly something kicks in hard...a thought? An intuition? a fear of something unknown approaching whatever it is i felt it coming and it caused me panic ..it made me stand up very sudden before i know it realizing i might be up for a rough ride. Fair to say i stopped drinking at this point and quickly went to bed underneath a blanket to help with the shaking and yo get warm...
I already had some pictures and proverbs on my phone prepared for such a situation when am panicking to alleviate this and it seemed to work.
02:00 i am in bliss! What was once uncontrollable mischanneled energy and vibrations has found a way to channel through me positively transforming into orgasmic ripples. .. very sexual, teasing, delightful and very HONEST. Very black background like the darkness of space while eyes closed and lines of zapping neon lights (as @dithyramb describes, quiet similar) in thoughts not in words it's conveying something like: check this out look at how cool this can be, I got some things for you to see..all the time with ectazy. Neuro bloom shall i call it, these closed eye visualsa are juuuust a tiny bit of the main message and theme its mainly in the mind and the body!
it glorifies and highlights My masculinity and my sexual energy. Shaking has disappeared am warm and comfy and really in bliss. Then things starts to take a mystical turn.
There were some frightening thoughts that felt like on the edge of something very bad like everything could go south any second like seeing the tip of the iceberg. Someone knows I was tripping and were texting me how's it going..i didn't even feel like i should ask their help to come out of this bad loop i felt like if tried to write it down i will get Entangled in it deeper. This medicine can be edgy and can fool you into thinking it's all pure fun but the whole time i felt on the edge of a deep hole or at thee edge of a blast off.. perhaps it's a dosage matter. I think it was a fair dosage for a first time and has embolded me to try it once more as a weighed extract.
I no longer remember very accurately the rest of the chronology of the trip but i remember thee intensity of the trip emded very suddenly ..halted shall i say in a matter of seconds i was 100% sober something i never felt on any other substance. Normally harmala alkaloids on its own would continue its effects by now and gradually fade but i was no longer feeling the harnalas neither the phalaris just sobered up completely... This goes fora a few minutes then the trip is back again with closed eyes visuals and takes a spiritual turn..perhaps influenced by the mosques speakers summoning for prayer. These voices from the mosques took colours a and vortexes raising up to the sky..to god or the heavens.. sky takes an angelic theme and i get a picture of our city dancing in aurora lights of green violet and blue in the dark of night again nothing special visually But very pleasant nevertheless.
I come to think of it now after reading on 5-meo-dmt i think that's what's been mostly in my tea. How do you guys feel about that based on my report?
Could the vibrations i experienced be what is referred to as the shakra? I feel like this part of the trip deserves its own topic.
Could i have experienced what would be considered a light dose 5-meo-dmt ?
This experience makes me now think if what i have ingested was mainly 5-meo-dmt then how bad things could have gone if i decided to continue drinking or drank quicker .. night have been a frightening trip or even toxic. Although i had no toxic effects whatsoever the potential of having mainly 5meo in my brew makes me want to take thus more seriously.