Me too! But I still SMOALK MOAR

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I should lend you my nike shirt. Just do it!!
Not really keep working on peeling those layers and you'll find a better set and setting. Patience and persistence go a long way. Wishing you the best!

It seems the pre-flight anxiety is just a part of the experience. All you can do is try to reduce it knowing it will never go away completely unless you somehow get back to the "psychedelic honeymoon" period.

What worked for me was establishing proper dose and consumption method for 100% predictable trip strength. One thing that was scaring me off DMT was assuming I got the dose right but I actually didn't, because the consumption method was not consistent. This caused unpredictable trip strength which was the main anxiety inducing thing for me.

Another thing I've learned is that actually less is more. There is a lot to be learned/gained without actually going balls deep into the "WHAT THE F WAS THIS AND THAT?!" trips territory. Low dose and even sub-breakthrough DMT experiences do have their own charms which help muster up the courage to go deeper.

How you treat your body is also one factor. I've noticed the less healthy I am the more hostile hyperspace becomes. Take care of your health - DMT entities will appreciate that.

One last thing - the worse your life is the worse trips will be. I've noticed my psychedelic journeys got a lot worse since all this virus bullsh*t started - I am spending more time home, meeting less people, seeing less of the world.