BTW, this idea of "going back home" is a drift-sand fantasy which might be true, but might be not at all like that also. It even might be worse. It's an idea, you have no guarantee.

Ohh btw 2, if you ever had a good hyperslap, you will be crawling back to this former sh*t dimension like its heaven of heavens, you would kiss the most corrupt president for being able to do so. No kidding. You're so darn spoiled if you don't have that

Harold und Maude



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"Viele Menschen genießen, tot zu sein. Aber sie sind nicht tot, wirklich." -Dame Marjorie Chardin

If the game was to survive we all lose in the end.

Life is “probably” meant to be lived… nothing more… nothing less. Is life that easy? How come we get born with untreatable dececes, pain and suffering. Sometimes it could be seen as a cruel joke. What did I do to deserve this? Did I choose this myself or was it inflicted upon me? How can I get rid of it?

I don’t think ending your journey premature is of any good use – since you opt to check out at a later date anyway. Why rush it?

Sitting in the roller-coaster and half way thru unfasten your seat belt and jump off is just pure madness. You get nothing out of it – except misery (not only for yourself but for family, friends etc). Maybe you don't have friends but at least you have family - one way or another.

Personally, I’m pro-choice – and if killing yourself is what you want to do – who to stop you?

Before you go, take a couple years to contemplate this idea. If you still want to kill yourself – let’s say 10 years down the road. Then, at least you tried make life work with great effort.
The best thing is, you have nothing to lose to postpone checking out.

I told myself the same thing, about 10 years ago... sadly, we are not able to anticipate the length of mood-swing intervals.

I agree with you, though, on that pro-choice dilemma.

This idea, that life is always worth living, seems to me, to be the precessor of our recent "#yolo" generation. It implies, that we need to make the best out of what we got because it is all, that we have;
which can seem like a silly idea to somebody who is skeptical about the existence of "the best" or "the worst".

In a sense, the OP already postponed his decision by posting here.

Nobody should feel bad for wanting to die, it is your natural right to experience death, but there is something that culture propably failed to tell you:
"The way" in which "you die" is, contrary to popular opinions, not just the overly romanticized sleeping pills, dramatized jumps, or simplified bullets;
but rather your whole life, from birth to grave, from start to finish.
Maybe we need to learn how to die, before we are able to?


I honestly believe, that humans, who live until they die of old age, are senseless suicidals.


Mir persönlich hat es niemals geholfen, anderen Menschen solche Gefühle mitzuteilen.
Aufhören mit nachdenken, kann man sehr gut, wenn man Sport macht... Aber spiel bloß kein Fussball, haha.
Alles gute

home

well home is eternity/infintity
while life is just a finite amount of time

what is it ? what is it that makes people think that eternity is easy , when life which is nothing but a speck of dust compared to eternity is so difficult at times

lsd , dmt , salvia , iboga and many more are extremely strong entheogens and life is even stronger than that

and ya eternity is the ultimate and the strongest of all

before asking for eternity try to tolerate weaker stuff like life

being home means being eternal .......living forever

life is a preparation for transition into another diemension - Terrance Mckenna

well that another diemension is eternity , how will people that want to die will be able to tolerate living forever in eternity

life is only an experience , a strong experience
psychonauts should experience it , in all its totality

Well, killing yourself isn't so easy, right? I mean you need some good chemicals to put you softly to sleep and they are hard to obtain. First class exiting comes with a price. And throwing yourself on the tracks or cutting yourself with a knife is a shitty death.

So what I think: you can increase your suffering even more (economy class) or just take an effort to upgrade to business class. With business class I mean good herbs/chemicals (LSD analogues + benzos are my favorite, perfectly legal to obtain in your country). And since you took the effort to obtain some good stuff, no need for the lethal stuff anymore.
There's a reason they call it sunshine acid.

Also, you can always make friends with the local two legged birdppl (raven, crow, magpie, jackdaw, jay and rook). They will cheer you up and take care of you....and they loike people that do not cluster well with other human....

All you need is a brown paper bag, some jumbo peanuts, frolic, dry cat food.....and from there they will let you know what they'd loike to sample next from the borg and firangi shopping cart dispensaries....

Don't do it! We love you!!