cats are precious and Freya was just extra special she was an extra wild Bengal that was bearly tame enough to have at home she scent marked and terrorized the other cats to the highest and best positions in the house..however had many illnesses and was a mean feeat to take care of her..we both loved her so dearly that nothing would have stopped us from keeping her nothing not ever,
the depression I feel is so bad I really don't know what to do meditation im hoping is the key, and maybe our other cat will see the opportunity to get in and become top cat...I am so sad.
thanks for your kind words.
from mr whippy.