I have had first hand experience as well.
When you really want it for yourself and no one else, it is a gift given so freely.
Sunshine nailed it, sounds to me this stuff hits close to his heart as well. The hardest thing i ever had to do was ask for help. But the only thing standing in my way was me!
In a state of hopelessness and despair, when i had nothing left in me to turn to, i don't know what else could ever bring me to that point other than the pure insanity of the addicted mind, in that manner it seems to be a blessing. Psychedelics brought about an experience that gave me the willingness to accept the possibility that there could be another way. But that was it. By no means a cure all! Within days I was back to my same thought processess and thrusted even deeper into that suffering, it truly is baffling... Insidious. A combination of these things including regular attendance to AA meetings, (because i wanted to, not because I had to) and adopting a spiritual program to nuture my concious contact with a higher power of my understanding (which i believe is what i was always searching for in the first place, the irony) that lifestyle for me has been effectively ruined, i can never go back to enjoying drinking and using drugs again, but that wont stop the alcoholic mind from trying, either.
I didnt mean to ramble on but thats my experience strength and hope , also coming from a mobile it may have some sentence structure errors, but this thread really spoke to me.
I have been considering myself whether or not i should take a psychedelic like mushrooms again. My addiction included the misuse of psychedelics (in combination with dissociative) so its ground that i would rather not tread. I suppose the answer would be in why I want to take them, for myself or for something greater.. I had an experience with mescaline recently, but i don't believe my intentions were pure, so I picked up a white chip, i lost control of my decision making, my brain treated it like an MDMA binge rather then a spiritual experience. i was trying to play god, i do not have the power to bring about that kind of experience. Some of the greatest things I've learned, is it is possible to live within that kind of experience each and every day... now I am certainly not perfect, nobody is. But who wouldn't want to be sober but feel like they are on LSD all the time? That feeling of connection is awesome . Count me in.
I can say for sure, loss of the desire to drink or use drugs has been merely a side effect of what i have been given.
Expect nothing, Receive everything.
"Experiment and extrapolation is the only means the organic chemists (humans) currrently have - in contrast to "God" (and possibly R. B. Woodward). "
He alone sees truly who sees the Absolute the same in every creature...seeing the same Absolute everywhere, he does not harm himself or others. - The Bhagavad Gita
"The most beautiful thing we can experience, is the mysterious. The source of all true art and science."