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DoingKermit: Thanks! my previous entheogenic experiences led me to not expect anything anymore as one trip was always unique from any other. i don't want to spend effort on expecting and looking for a preconceived/reported outcome. doing so can lead me to miss what is happening right in front of me that i could never know to expect anyway. with no expectation i can't be led astray or disappointed. thanks for the welcome too!
* Everything I write is made up tripe: whispers of wind coming off the blades in my face for I am a fictional man with a floor fan for a brain pan.
Say something to my face, I have no choice, but to replace my reply, with your Darth Vader voice!