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Posts: 559 Joined: 24-Dec-2011 Last visit: 03-Nov-2020
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ZarathustraMadman wrote:Sounds like an almost breakthrough. The last time I did some about the same thing happened to me. I was in full-fledged hyperspace, and I could almost see and feel the entities right 'on the other side' of some sort of veil, but could not quite access them. I bet if I had done more I would have directly encountered them, like I did a couple of times before the last when I did around 3 times the normal amount. Do enough and you will find them. But when you do, you will not be able to tell if you are alive or dead, breathing, or anything, it can be scary, but just remember that your body is just fine back on Earth. And when you find them, tell them I said 'Hi' and to come and visit me.
Peace! Are you defining a breakthrough by entity contact? In my experience many breakthroughs lack any entities, that doesn't make them any less special though.
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Posts: 925 Joined: 08-Jan-2012 Last visit: 04-Dec-2015 Location: West Coast of Canada
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I am getting to think a breakthrough is if you are on spice and you have lost all control. You see things, hear things and your reality is changed so drastic that you couldn't function, to say... Answer a phone call or the door. Some might be able to get there to answer, but could not communicate properly. Like when the visuals take over your view, or entities start popping out of the wall. But the nice glow you get like mushrooms or acid with slight movement and the carrier wave (slightly) would not be a breakthrough. Done: THC - LSD - MESC - MDMA - Shrooms - DMT / Want:Hyperspace travel - World Peace Respect, intention, meditation, inhalation, observation, analyzation, respect.
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Posts: 26 Joined: 05-Jan-2012 Last visit: 24-Nov-2016 Location: Maryland
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Well I'm making no judgement here about anyone's definition of breakthrough, because I've only got a couple months experience, but in this particular experience I wrote about, there would not have been any entities. It has taken me a few days of letting this assimilate with my core, but I was THE entity from which all entities including humans are spawned. I was everything. And believe me, there was no functioning, because this world was no longer, or hadn't happened, or just was not real from my point of view. I was multiple dimensions higher, I keep getting flashes of the ascent, where I was realizing that I was waking from a dream, this life here and now being that dream. This is why I had a hard couple days after. I was feeling trapped, but not like I didn't like this world, but that I love it so much, and yet I might be pulled from it at anytime, not knowing who or what I'd be, or what is remember on the other side, or within the next dimension I land. Its odd, because I had lost all fear of death before doing dmt, but it gave me a little back. Which I thank it for. After integrating it, I don't so much fear death, as much as just having that much more appreciation for the life we choose to live here. I think as some people would call what we do with DMT to be masochistic given how brutally it can kick your ass at times, I think as souls it is equally masochistic yet beautiful that we choose to be here and live this life, so disconnected from our source and the spirit we truly are. I think that separation from divinity is probably equally as intense on departure and return as what we choose to go through. Just my thoughts after a few days... I don't even remember what started me on this monologue... I think way too much lately... Happy travels friends. Everything I say on this site is a fictitious story thought up while dreaming. But damn if those dreams are not fun!
Make a friend of your fear, it is there to show you something. Accept the message it delivers and integrate it within you as a part of you.
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Posts: 20 Joined: 03-Mar-2012 Last visit: 06-Sep-2013
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Pistols, Thats interesting how you said you were saying to yourself. "I chose this I did this, I did this to myself" or something along those lines. I'm not too familiar with forums and seeing your post and quoting it. Hopefully I'll get better soon. Anyways, I was saying the same exact thing in my head, in my post that you read although i left it out. And you are very right in our similarities your trip does sound ridiculously similar to mine to the point I'm kind of awe stricken.
Edit: Ha, i'm retarded, i see the quote function now. Oh well.
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Posts: 26 Joined: 05-Jan-2012 Last visit: 24-Nov-2016 Location: Maryland
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Haha, it's cool man, I'm pretty new too. Yea, it was very interesting reading yours, it brought some flashes of mine back. Everything I say on this site is a fictitious story thought up while dreaming. But damn if those dreams are not fun!
Make a friend of your fear, it is there to show you something. Accept the message it delivers and integrate it within you as a part of you.
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