Awakened,

Welcome to the Nexus! . I really resonated with what you wrote and appreciated your sharing so much, even if it was all about SWIY. I love that so many self-identified middle aged people are finding DMT and joining the Nexus.

I love all the positive life affirming changes that you have been awakened too. In my opinion, one of the deepest spiritual paths one can lead is being fully engaged in life and in relations with fellow human beings. It is not easy. I encourage you to keep "going with" and pursuing this move towards health, connection and engagement. Live life. Love life.

Please feel free to dip into the chat room if you dare . . . . . Link in the upper right corner of the Forum. You'll also find other useful links there, including easy extraction teks so that you can extract more DMT at home.

Again, a hearty welcome to you from a person with a few decades under the belt.

Do it when you're ready. Keep in mind, the intensity is softened and because of that, the amount you smoke (if eaten) will cause lighter effects. It's also absorbed over time, thus coming it waves. You'll go from a body high, to visuals, to an out-of-body experience. It's a great time if you can find the perfect dose!

Your story really spoke volumes to me. Thank you for sharing it with us

Peace.

Thanks CoffeeBlack&EggWhite (great name) I am glad you found some connection with it. I am really living the benefits of Spice at the moment, with the help of this community and with respect for the Spice. I am looking forward to getting only positives out of my life.