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What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days? Does LSD or DMT do this kind of Hallucinations? Does it help to see what you did in childhood? if yes,how about dosage?do higher dosage make more of this effect?
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I have had this life review experience (scenes of life flashing like a film) while on breakthrough DMT trip. I was going through a phase where I seriously questioned the point of living and I was shown some beautiful parts from my childhood. DMT did that trick, but I wasn't anticipating it. Before that I remember that cannabis had a very psychedelic effect on me the first time I took it and it remember going through lots of video game and animation content I used to watch as a kid and what I had and have since forgotten. Also I remember how it felt to be scared and alone as kid. You could try listening to some regression tape from YouTube while on mushrooms if there is something you are looking for. Of course be ware that the memories are not objective pictures of what has happened. This kind of work can be useful in emotionally connecting with the child you once were and who you still are carrying with you, but I'd be very cautious about trying to find objective information on who did what.
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Psychedelics can do that. A friend of mine has reported this several times after we did oral dmt or mescaline. He had severe childhood trauma though, and i think processing and healing that was why the trips brought it up. It's noteworthy that it wasn't always the traumatic events of childhood, sometimes he remembered happy moments that he had forgotten about. Personally, i don't often have childhood memories on psychedelics, it's more something that happens when i'm really stoned If you (suspect that you) have serious childhood trauma, i wouldn't recommend going for high dosages straight away. While a high dose might break down the barriers we build up around trauma, i feel like it's prudent to first find out if we are ready. Even small doses can go deeper than expected if we allow / create the environment for it. If you've done smaller to medium doses and felt like you're on the brink of accessing something but would have to go deeper, that's when i'd consider a bigger dose. In the case of DMT, vaping too large a dose can lead to you not remembering anything from the trip.
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Tomtegubbe wrote:I have had this life review experience (scenes of life flashing like a film) while on breakthrough DMT trip. I was going through a phase where I seriously questioned the point of living and I was shown some beautiful parts from my childhood. DMT did that trick, but I wasn't anticipating it.
Before that I remember that cannabis had a very psychedelic effect on me the first time I took it and it remember going through lots of video game and animation content I used to watch as a kid and what I had and have since forgotten. Also I remember how it felt to be scared and alone as kid.
You could try listening to some regression tape from YouTube while on mushrooms if there is something you are looking for. Of course be ware that the memories are not objective pictures of what has happened. This kind of work can be useful in emotionally connecting with the child you once were and who you still are carrying with you, but I'd be very cautious about trying to find objective information on who did what. what do you mean by they aren't objective pictures of what had happened? do you mean it's like you see some pictures and videos reviewing old days within the hyperspace around aliens without feeling of being in childhood? Homo Trypens wrote:Psychedelics can do that. A friend of mine has reported this severa.... Thankyou for your guidance i know how much it is dangerous and i don't plan to use it,i'm just searching for answers
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I mean, there is the memories are our interpretations of the events and valuable as such, but there is a risk of false memories if you try to find out what "really" happened. It can complicate things.
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Salvia. That’s the way back to childhood. Quiet the mind and the soul will speak
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Cannabiss wrote:[quote=goodone22]What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days? But in my opinion Psilocybe Tampanensis is the best choice for these kinda feeling. And they are very easy to grow, producing sclerotia. Salvia is suitable as well but is more cold, can be intimidating and very strict. Funny that you mentioned it, I know someone else that took sclerotia and saw memories from childhood in great detail. Speaking for myself, once on pharmahuasca I saw a vivid memory of just a few seconds of me from when I was a child playing outside in the summer night, I was basically again reliving the moment. Usually on the comedown of my pharma trips I get a lot of introspection from events in my younger days Generally the kind of effect OP is asking about can't be triggered on demand or by carefully controlling the dosage and psychedelic used
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Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling. I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately. Just a thought.
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brokedownpalace10 wrote:Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling. I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately. Just a thought. how was your experience?was it altered and changed with other memories?was it your exact situation you were before or not? i have heard bad things about salvia i don't think its a good choice for me. i have many fears and salvia make people frightened more than usual. Cannabiss wrote:But in my opinion Psilocybe Tampanensis is the best choice for these kinda feeling maybe mushrooms... i'm not sure...does mushroom make people panicked?i have heard some when someone takes a lot they go psycho. Cannabiss wrote:And then to trip with 20-30 grams of fresh row sclerotia are you sure or is it a joke?from what i know 20 grams of mushrooms can kill a man. i have used mushrooms 2 times i don't know the species but i just ate 0,5 grams every time and nothing happened.maybe it was fake. i don't want my memories disappear forever or having new fears after using that.so i have doubts.
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goodone22 wrote:brokedownpalace10 wrote:Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling. I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately. Just a thought. how was your experience?was it altered and changed with other memories?was it your exact situation you were before or not? i have heard bad things about salvia i don't think its a good choice for me. i have many fears and salvia make people frightened more than usual. I felt like I was very small and on the floor. A female was watching me and commenting to someone about me. She was commenting in some way about how I was clueless and learning, but also in a very loving and protective way. Feelings I had not felt since I was a small child passed through my mind. Mom? The Shepherdess? You tell me. This was my only really strong Salvia experience. It was early in the game, before people knew how overwhelming it could be. So this was a surprise and I was indeed, terrified (in general, that aspect of it was actually rather comforting). I also had a lot of fear anytime I pushed the limits of Salvia thereafter. Yes, fear would work against an integrative and positive experience. However, a minority of people don't much get the fear on Salvia. A friend of mine was like that, I always kind of envied him.
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Cannabiss wrote: Not mushroom makes people paniked but people (not very clever people) makes paniked themselves.
Surely telling them that they are dumb will help them feel more comfortable... Cannabis wrote: 20-30 grams fresh raw sclerotia, yes. What's wrong?
You can't recommend such a high dose to people. There are people with different sensitivities than yours. What you experience with 20 g, someone could experience with less than half.
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Cannabiss wrote: I'd tell them - remember the set&setting rule. Why not very clever? Because when you decide to try some substance you gotta learn everything about it and know what you are doing. To know how to take, how much, what to do, what to expect. Isn't it?
So what you are saying is if the set and setting is taken care of, and a lot is known about the subject, you will not have anxiety and for sure you will have a beautiful trip. It's not that simple. We are all different.
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Cannabiss wrote:What is not simple? Describe. Just don't complicate it and it will be simple.
I have to describe it? I just said that it is not simple and can't be schematized. There are hundreds of factors that revolve around the psychedelic experience. I don't have the solution. If you think you have it, there are two options: either you are an enlightened being and you and a few others in this existence have found the aforementioned solution, or you are mistaken in believing that what is valid for you also applies to others. Or am I the only fool who has not understood anything, it can be that too. Anyway, I don't want to argue
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MAGMA17 wrote:Cannabiss wrote:What is not simple? Describe. Just don't complicate it and it will be simple.
I have to describe it? I just said that it is not simple and can't be schematized. There are hundreds of factors that revolve around the psychedelic experience. I don't have the solution. If you think you have it, there are two options: either you are an enlightened being and you and a few others in this existence have found the aforementioned solution, or you are mistaken in believing that what is valid for you also applies to others. Or am I the only fool who has not understood anything, it can be that too. Anyway, I don't want to argue I'm jumping in specifically at this point. Cannabiss, what's simple for one may not be simple for another. It's highly subjective, meaning different for each person. I've been doing psychedelics for over a decade. In the past three years I've been dealing with a very mysterious and confusing anxiety around using psychedelics that is very hard to explain. And the explanation, based off of my observations of the phenomenon, is not simple. One love What if the "truth" is: the "truth" is indescernible/unknowable/nonexistent? Then the closest we get is through being true to and with ourselves. Know thyself, nothing in excess, certainty brings insanity- Delphic Maxims DMT always has something new to show you Question everything... including questioning everything... There's so much I could be wrong about and have no idea... All posts and supposed experiences are from an imaginary interdimensional being. This being has the proclivity and compulsion for delving in depths it shouldn't. Posts should be taken with a grain of salt. 👽
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goodone22 wrote:What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days? Does LSD or DMT do this kind of Hallucinations? Does it help to see what you did in childhood? if yes,how about dosage?do higher dosage make more of this effect? defenantly...Salvorian A..[salvia] can cause very vivid..re experiancing parts of childhood! at least it does for me.... [lower doses].... of vaped [molecule] can cause instant recall of long forgotten events in my past life including strong emotion connected to the memory and visuals ..
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