Not sure if this is in the right section, but here seems like a good enough place. At first I thought it was just a coincidence and shrugged it off. I have debated whether to ask about this, as I do realise it may come across as a little odd to someone who hasn't had this happen to them.

Since my last heavy experience just after new year, 300u AL-LAD with a small amount of P. Semilinceata tea and a healthy amount of Changa towards the end. Towards the end of this experience, which up until this point had been fairly light and enjoyable, I was taken to some disgusting hell realm, and exposed to a plethora of disgusting, sexual, violent, torturous things. For hours, looping over and over, twisting and evolving, tormenting me. I tried opening my eyes, changing rooms, trying to sleep it off, vaping some weed, anything to change the course of this horrendous experience. Nothing worked and I began to pray. Shortly after, weird sychronicities would happen. I would pick up a book and the exact information I needed to counteract and navigate the experience would be there. At sunrise I went into the spare room and watched the sun rise. As it surfaced I continued to pray, the rays of the sun hit my chest and a tidal wave of emotion swept my entire being. I spent the next 4 hours crying hysterically. It was very cathartic and cleansing, but my God, it was unrelenting.

Since then, I have been 'followed' by numbers. Usually the time. At first it was 11:11, 12:12, 13:13 and so on. Funnily enough it's 13:13 now

This has been happening with startling frequency. The main sequence seems to be 1234, or permutations thereof. It tends to coincide with, for instance, my internet browser crashing on my phone,which will take me back to my home page where the clock is, and guess what? It's 13:42, I'll get a text a little while later at 14:23, I'll wake up for no reason in the middle of the night, check the time. 12:34. And so on. This will happen several times a day. Every day. It has been going on for about 5 months now.

It's *almost* like something is trying to communicate or draw my attention towards something. Indeed, the little research I have done into this has introduced me to 'angel numbers' - apparently celestial entities use numbers and synchronicity to communicate with us mortals. I want there to be a more rational explanation. It is more than just a coincidence.

Mentally I feel healthy. In fact, I have been great. I'm not having any issues dealing with it, or the experience that brought this about. I have had psychedelic experiences since then, and nothing like this has happened since, although I do feel the channels of communication between me and 'other' are much more direct when I dose. Dreams have been very vivid, memorable and meaningful, despite daily Ganja intake.

Does anyone have any experience with things like this? What does it mean? What do I do with it?

Thanks for reading,

P x

Life is music, life is harmony.

Don't fret over it.

Yes, i have that with the time 13:37 ...

Don't worry.

Exactly the same my friend, overly beyond any coincidence. For many many years now. I've never figured out what it means, and all hokus pokus info on the net brings me nowhere. I've ended with the conclusion (so far) that it means: "it's here with you" up to the level of matter realm. When I start ceremony, I now ask the issue to be with me once more, like a friend, a comfort of knowing It's not all loose ends, but it gets tied up into a system that is readily signalling it's presence.

I've also thought of that there is an awareness, one of our own, that reaches farther than our regular senses, like un-material eyes sort of. And this awareness picks up things sooner and wider than the regular senses do, one that does not sleep***. And that this awareness guides us where we go or stand or point the head to. If that is so, then the numbers mean nothing in particular, but only illustrates that your "wider awareness" is in active mode, guiding you to be at a certain place, on a certain moment, looking at a certain spot. Then the 1234 issue is just a practicing example only. Then means only that you are "online" with the wider awareness. To see only that it works, but which is quite an interesting feature. And if it works for a serial of numbers, it also works for many (most? all?) things in life which are important.

But really, I dunno, it's just there for now, giving a nice feeling about it all.
Thanks for posting.

***: could explain why I wake up 10 secs before my phone alarm rings, completely tangential to bio-rhythm.

You're a starseed

http://www.paoweb.com/starseed.htm

These are time gates, moments where special things happen around the world. Each time such a number comes up there will be the chance to jump onto a high vibrational frequency of Love/GOD

If you can get your life synchronised so that as you jump from event to event you simultaneously jump from time gate to time gate, you will notice magical things happening all around you. The primary experience is of profound stillness and lightness, this being the foundation of the unfoldment of your soul's desire

I have this as well. From personal observations I have made, the sequence of 1234 could be an indication that its the beginning of something, pay attention to what you are doing the moment you notice the numbers, if you notice 1234 while doing the same activity often, it could mean that you are on the right track but not quite right - a signal to start from the beginning again. You'll see my point when you get 1234 then if things are going right you'll get 5678.

Also I made another observation, not to long ago I got a potentially fatal blood infection from a dirty wood sliver, I noticed a red line going up my arm from the infected thumb, I decided to go to the hospital, when I put my shoes on I checked the time on my phone and got a 333 and when I took my shoes off after I had gotten back the time was 444 - this weirded me out a bit because that hour in between, the nurse had told me "everything will work out fine in the end" this seemed a little out of character for a professional - my take on this one is possibly one should pay attention and reflect on what happened during such a time period.

This phenomenon is way beyond coincidence.

Thanks for the contributions. While it doesn't bother or worry me, it is nice to know that others are experiencing a similar situation. I was half expecting this thread to get no attention, or to just be dismissed on grounds of woo-woo

Even my fiancée gives me a funny look every time I point it out to her. She finds it weird, but believes me.

I have been doing a lot of thinking about what I want to do with my life, and how I can help others, particularly my family, who are going through a lot of upheaval in terms of health, but also in a broader sense. Maybe going back into education. My brother is about to start training as a hypnotherapist, and helping people heal their minds feels like something I would be good at. We are both very sensitive, empathic people.

Another thing has been getting back into music. So much has changed since I was an aspiring DJ/Producer. I need to find my groove again.

So, maybe there is a bit of 'cosmic encouragement', and if so, I need to pay close attention. I'm going to start taking notes, where I am, what I'm doing, what I'm thinking, the exact sequence etc.

I would probably take a break from any and all psychoactive substances for a while.

Also, I wouldn't try to put too much weight on these numbers as you perceive them. Psychedelics do weird things to your pattern recognition, and so this may be a similar kind of effect. You're picking out patterns that ordinarily you wouldn't notice and maybe they seem abnormally salient.

Just keep trying to live your life and I bet the effect will fade, unless you feed it.

Blessings
~ND

Ha! I took a look at your post count after reading your reply ND, it said 1321 - you're out of order - jk

Ahhh . . . . The Numbers . . . that's why my name is like it is. They have followed me since 2010.

This explanation makes sense to me. I too go through periods of noticing the same times over and over. Lately it's been 9:11, which makes me wonder if maybe it's some type of notification of a significant situation happening or upcoming. But, I like the idea that the real purpose of these types of occurrences is to remind of the pliability and symbiotic nature of reality.. a prompt to remember that there is much more than this and that a higher consciousness or order it is able to communicate and affect the world in which we live.

You could use the sequence as a platform for further investigation and personal revelation. Discover how the sequence has fit into the greater morphology of the curious pursuit of man. Read the stories of the people that have also noticed a special association with the sequence.
You might find something interesting, and the numbers might go away.

Wow that sounds like quite the experience Purges, i've had rough experiences with introducing even mild amounts of harmalas to psilocybin, i'm sure you've learned a lot though.

As for numbers... i take them as gentle reminders, 11:11 i often notice, reminding me of the One.

Of course with numbers it can also be a self fulling prophecy, that if you look for it you will find it, i used to have quite the affinity for the number 3 and used to do all kinds of silly things in 3's, just cause i liked the number

I wouldn't take noticing numbers as anything sinister, more that lifes tapestry is woven in many ways... perhaps the numbers could be gentle reminders that everything is unfolding perfectly for you as it is, reminding you to have less doubt and more trust in the universal flow

ND maybe you're right. I dig the rationale. A break can never do any harm.

3rdI

112233 - I just checked the time of the post I made in the al-lad thread. 11:33:44

Sphorange - i like this idea

Chronic - I certainly not in a hurry to combine harmalas and AL-LAD again. The experience itself lasted somewhere around 16-18hrs, rather than 8-10, which was gruelling in its own right.

If anything, I've come to see the numbers as an intriguing occurrence, certainly not sinister or untoward. I appreciate your perspective.

I would not worry about any numbers they mean absolutely nothing. Do not let those numbers confuse you or even worse put you on bad path. You do not know what is it that bring them to your attention.

That sounds kinda sinister and untoward though definitely worth baring in mind, though. My encounters with entities have not always been love and light, pre or post DMT.

And it may be exactly these negative entities that are trying to confuse you.

I think that synchonicities are not messages from angels demons or other entities,but just a way the universe reminds us that it's all connected. Just a little nudge.