I really need to get input here.

Some backstory - I'm a pretty experienced traveler with DMT, mostly Changa, with probably around 100 or so trips under my belt. This is a serious part of my life, and one that I respect and am grateful for, and that I am dedicated to.

Tonight I had an experience that was very confusing, and very disturbing, and I'm hoping for some feedback.

For the duration of the trip I could not get rid of something in my mouth. I've had that experience before, similar to ball bearings rolling around in my mouth or whatnot, but this was difference. This was something that was actively and aggressively moving around my mouth. It felt like a piece of metal, like a large pencil lead and about 1/4" long.

From the moment I entered the space, it was in my mouth and actively, even frantically, moving around like it was looking for something - or trying to escape. Additionally, on several occasions it temporarily blocked my breathing. That being said, it did not feel malevolent to me personally, like it did not like me, but more like something that was trying to use me for some other goal. Like a stowaway using a box.

The best way I can describe it was like I would imagine a rat trying to get on a ship at port by trying to gain access to something that was going to be loaded. Scurrying around frantically attempting to secure access. And that's exactly how the experience unfolded. Me moving around hyperspace, and this "thing" rooting around in my mouth trying to find a way in. I was the vehicle it was hoping to use.

And late into the trip I get a clear message, which felt like an apology, from hyperspace, saying it was sorry for this, and it was a problem that was happening more and more.

The entire time I was there, this thing was aggressively running around in my mouth, and feeling like it was trying to jump from me into the hyper-spaceship that I was boarding. And it felt very much like a ship that was embarking.

Anyone that has felt this, please let me know your thoughts. This has me flummoxed and wondering if it was some kind of spiritual parasite that was trying to hijack me and get to where I was tying to go.

Many Thanks - Yes this is weird, but it happened.

Kind Regards

Rob

Weird.

I’ve had the ‘throat marble’ one time. Very uncomfortable and unsettling. But I can’t say I’ve had the experience of it being a hitchhiker.

What do you think it is? Why do you think it is trying to escape?

I think you will be the only one to answer these questions as they pertain to you specifically. As similar as experiences may be, they all are highly personal experiences.

A couple thoughts..

maybe this symbolizes that you want to speak up or say something and do not. The words want to come out and are not allowed, the words or rather the idea in your mind fights to escape.

Einstein once stated that imagination is everything. I have found that if your mind attunes to something in your experience, that thing you attune to sucks you into a story line, I have referred to this as sideshows a time or two. Perhaps this is just another side show. Move on to the next show. You could also attempt to play with this thing. Imagine giving it an escape route out of your mouth. Perhaps imagining this happening could alleviate this weird sensation in your mouth.

Flummoxed is a very apt word indeed! I am flummoxed myself!

Let us know how this all pans out for you. Wondering if this was a one time occurrence or if something similar repeats itself.

Good luck!

I can't say that I've ever experienced a "something" in my mouth, but, every experience over say 25mg(freebase vaped) I always get this feeling or sensation of teeth that I can't describe. It's something like my teeth are separating from my mouth but still there. Maybe being copied. I also feel like pieces are all over my tongue. But they're not at the same time. I'll move my tongue around in my mouth and can't sense them but feel like they're still there. Not my actual teeth, they're always fine and there. but the "new" copied teeth.

Closest that I can contribute to this.

Thanks all for the feedback. Very appreciated and peace and love to you all. I'll certainly keep you posted as to whether this recurs, or if I am able to engage it as "YouAreWeAmI" says below.

R