I am in my 5th decade of life. I am so pleased to see so many of liked minded beings here seemingly seeking the same objectives. I have for the last 4 decades been in an altered state of mind, either with cannabis or alcohol. I have tried Mushrooms twice, and LSD three times, in my late teens. Increasing the doses each time, but never achieving any visual alterations. So I had given up. My feeling was at the time if I need to take more than one full hit of acid to trip, Maybe it is not for me. So weed and booze were my go to vehicle. Then last year I happened upon,(or the universe happened upon me) Terrance Mckenna videos. I enjoy his talks, it stimulates my mind, with his colorful speech about mind expanding substances as well as the historical information contained in his rants. So here is where I was exposed to DMT, which until then I had never even heard of, which was suprising to me, because I like to think of myself as being fairly knowledgeable about such things. I feel the universe is reaching out to me at this time in my life for some reason. I have abstained from smoke and booze for the last 7 months and lost 30 lbs of excess weight. (Keto-it works) I have been working towards this journey.
Step 1 extract- complete.
Step 2 Ingest- Incomplete
Step 3 Integrate- Incomplete
So this is me, choosing to be here in this body
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
this body holding me, feeling eternal
all this pain is an illusion