Hi everyone. I have been reading so much on here the last 6 or so months so figured it was time to join. Especially after my first DMT trip. I'll tell a bit about me first.
I haven't really done much considering I'm almost 30. A bit of weed here and there and some mama.

So I do a lot of yoga and meditation and have also attended sound therapy classes using different tones of Tibetan singing bowls to calm down and put you in a trance which I loved.have also done breath work classes which releases DMT in the brain just by using your breath was pretty amazing. I decided to try DMT as another way to open my soul to the universe and escape my ego which actually brings my anxiety to an all time high causing pseudo seizures. Guess I care what people think about me too much and always try to please others.

My first trip with spice was last weekend.

Had mdma but only a point and waited 3 hours for the initial rush to fade. Then had DMT in a pipe. I didn't cough. My boyfriend said I did really well for a first timer (hi 5 for me) as he has had it multiple times before..

So after I lay down I could hear a clock ticking and it was slowing down until 1 second ticks were every 5 or 7 seconds and while that was slowing I also heard a low hum getting higher pitched sounding more urgent and louder. I believe what I saw was fractals but correct me if I'm wrong but to me it looked like a kind of playdoh gel morphing and changing all around me to different shapes and colours then all of a sudden I was on a rainbow path (well it was like surrounding me like an enclosed waterslide. Now this rainbow path was made of bright neon glowing colours that I had never seen before and it reminded me of rainbow road on Marino cart as I could still see through it to what was around me.. So i was sliding down.. Or through it.. Or maybe it was a conveyor belt of some sort. Every so often I would focus on these fractals and they would morph into whole scenes. I can't remember a lot of them only 2. The first "stop" I had I didn't know what was happening as everything was forming around me then it felt like I was being pushed up through the carpet I was tiny I was smaller then the tiny loops that make carpet. As I rose up higher through the ground I saw a table and chair and saw human lady legs and the higher I looked the more I realised it was a teacher when I went to look at the face there was a grey blur and the whole scene slowly got pushed to the side almost like as soon as I understood what it was it disappeared..
Then back onto the rainbow road
I look to the left where things started forming still trying to wrap my head around me come through the ground and being tiny, then once again everything started moving around me and I felt a calm rocking sensation. I look around and I'm in the ocean there's small gentle waves around me and I could hear the slow sound of it lapping around I also realised that I was small also like a molecule in an ocean I was the ocean once I realised this I started lifting up and up away from it and back to my rainbow path there were numerous other stops along the way I do remember seeing a mirror of myself at some stage not sure when it was but the mirror version wasn't moving like me when I did the reflection did its own thing, it was seperate from me when my reflection smiled it had a predator mouth.. I wasn't scared. I knew it wouldn't hurt me and it was showing who it really was, not afraid to be different kinda thing. I can't remember the other stops but I remember the end. My swirly rainbow vortex road slide had reached a door I took one step towards it and the doors shut and locked about a dozen times.. Then I was being sucked back out going past all the scenes again but they were no longer complete. I saw random school chairs floating and some chalk and water dripping like a tap and then some cool 5 or 6 or however many dimension shapes and ticking got faster again and then I opened my eyes.
I told my bf all I could remember..(which was a lot more than this at the time) and after about an hour I wasn't sure if that's really happened as it seemed so much like a dream from long ago even though it was only an hour beforehand..
Well thanks for reading and thanks for letting me be apart of this world.
I can't wait to find out how this can help me more.
Leishy