That agenda being the normalization and destigmatization the use of plant medicines, whether for healing purposes or explorative and the like. Well, all psychedelic substances if I’m being honest, but I am more focused on these at the moment. I believe that educated and respectful use can be had by any "drug" out there, and therefore use of these are a birthright that we must harness.

So, here I am. I don’t really have too much to offer towards my cause aside from speaking freely and openly about these things with those around me, and being as read up and educated as possible about the subject so I can be a source of education and non-judgmental acceptance for those who would not do the research themselves.

Reading my statements above might lead you to believe that I am a well experienced tripper, however, I am not. Lol

I became fascinated with psychedelics at a young age, frequently reading about how they affect the mind and learning about the experiences of others. I think it stemmed from the tales my father would tell me about his mescaline and lsd adventures. Those stories always sparked a special place in my mind that has slowly grown as I’ve gotten older. I am 34 now. Anyway, I did not pursue these interests any further than that until recently. Actually, it feels as if a door has opened up to me that I did not know how to access before. I have never had access to any of these substances until a certain phase in my life ended.

There are many substances that I am eager to explore, and I had thought that I would have started my explorations from those and worked my way up to dmt. Life had other plans for me though. Dmt just happened to be the first to come into my life. So, now that I now have a way to supply myself I shall explore my new friend and build a relationship. At least, that is my intention. I also like to make art and so inspiration for that will also hopefully be a big part of my travels.

Exploration.
Experimentation.
Art.

These are my main goals.

I have a few trips under my belt so far, so I will share my first experience for this post:

*Chakra Surgery*

Having extracted my very first batch of this substance, I was both excited and nervous to jump in. The first thing I noticed was the beautiful floral scent of the fresh white crystals. It had expected a sting your nostrils kind of scent, but instead it carried the light, sweet scent of honeysuckle, or lilac. I learned that the scent people spoke of was more how it smells when burnt.

I was a little scared so I started with a few very small hits just to get the feel. Not enough for any real visuals. I noted that if made me feel as if in a highly meditative or trance-like state. Very heavy, very relaxed. I did this for a few minutes until I worked up the courage to take in a full hit. Once I got it in, I lay back on the bed waiting to release the vapor from my lungs.

As the vapor slowly flowed out of me, vague swirls began to form in my vision. My eyes were now closed, and as I observed the swirls I wasn’t sure I was actually seeing (it was so light I thought perhaps it’s my imagination.), I suddenly felt a presence descending upon me. I was in awe of the feeling of being visited by something. Patterns and forms started forming out of an energy spiral which was encompassing myself. Some sort of checkered or striped pointy hats unfurled within the spiral on either side, the way party horns do when you blow through them. It had somewhat of a circus vibe to me, which was strangevand unexpected, when I started to sense/see a hand slowly reaching through the center of the spiral, and it quickly became clear to me that it was reaching towards me, getting closer by the second. I told myself to remain calm and trust the experience. I asked for this. At this moment, the hand, which carried a loving, maternal female presence, briefly touched my throat chakra, then proceeded to reach "her" hand into my forehead, or my third eye chakra. As her hand rummaged around, I thought I could feel it pushing things around in there, and I noticed pressure sensations on or around my temples. As this was happening, I felt that there were "helpers" on my sides two on each side, who were assisting her, and working on keeping me calm. Kind of like assistants or nurses. They were sending me messages to remain still and let her finish. Then, everything slowly faded away and I knew they were leaving.
I’ve no idea what she did in there, but it was an interesting first experience. It was not extremely visual, but it was a low dose and there was a lot of light in the room.

Thanks for reading! I am so excited and ready to get involved within this community and contribute whatever I have to offer.