Hello!
So on my last post I talked about my worst/dangerous trip, but now I'll tell you the trip that was the most amazing and beautiful experience in my whole entire 23 years living on this planet. But even telling you this does not do what I experience justice.
I started off taking two tabs of real LSD outside on my roof. Waited until the come up and took a hit of a blunt. When the visuals started to kick in, the cloud started to change and turn into dragons in the sky. I waited outside for about 30 minutes after it started to effect me and went inside my room. This is where it really took a turn and hit me with full psychedelic force.
Inside my room I laid down om my bed looking up at my ceiling and suddenly I could see these three snake like lines of color(red, green, yellow) weaving in and out of the ceiling. I noticed that the lines were approaching me. Well when they were above my head, the lines started to drip in front of my face. They were so vivid and it was like I couldn't comprehend what I was seeing. I begin to stick out my tongue and taste the lines...well when I did this I swear I tasted watermelon when I licked the green line. But what happens next is where things go really trippy, but I'll just list it out since this post is long enough!
-I experience total ego death, forgot who I was and was fine with "dying"
-Closed eye visuals turned into a yellow room where I could see myself in third person sitting in a meditative pose with all the colors of the chakras going down my spine.
-I felt a heavy presence that was telling me things like "you are a beautiful soul, a true miracle to this universe"
-I started to feel tears flow down my face not because I was sad, but because I felt a overwhelming sense of acceptance and love.(tears of joy)
-I truly believe that my chakra were fulling aligned and I was experiencing nirvana.
-The entity then told me "You're experiencing true awakening and love, but there are two polarities to everything, and now you must and need to experience suffering. Only then you can experience true enlightenment.
-I opened my eye looking at my room, I remember thinking "oh shit, I have to be strong and let it all happen"
-It felt like I was battling myself, ego vs spirit for ages(but it was only for 2 minutes)
-My spirit won
-After that the entity was telling me "You did it, you did it! Now it is time for you to ascend into a high level of consciousness! Rise my child, rise!"
-After that, I saw a white light in the distance of my closed eye visuals, and in that moment I was hit with emotions so powerful that I truly thought I was about to leave my world behind and enter a world of nirvana, and I was okay with leaving it all behind.
-But then right before I thought I was ascending. The entity told me "I'm sorry but this is the end(come down), you knew this was coming, it was great having you here with us, but now you must go back to your world and live your life to the fullest with no self doubt, and a new understanding of the world around you.
-With tears flowing down my eye, I just told the entity how thankful I was for it to come and let me experience its presence
-I opened my eyes, and jumped out of my bed thanking everything and everybody in my life, good or bad, thanking synchronicity and whatever created me and for makng me into the person I am today.
Thank you for your time if you read the whole thing, but if not thank you anyway! Peace!