Hi, I guess I named myself The 75th flower, so that's who I'm. You can call me just Flower so It's easier for everyone.

At the very begining of the year someone I was dating indroduced me to acid.
Trying LSD has been something of a fascination to me for the last 1.5 years, and although it's responsable for both the name I picked up as an alias and my symbol, my facination for the substrance come exclusivelly from the common advice that it should be tried before DMT, which has at the same time become something close to an obsession to me.

I fear my social circles are way too far from such a substance. Took a long whyle mentioning my interest in it until someone randomly introduced me to the substance and I fear DMT's low popularity only make's it harder.

Luckilly I do have a chemistry related background and although I have to be really carefull about not leaving trace as the legal consequences of getting cought are 10x the ones normal people face -No one is looking for me, but if I happen to get caught I'd be in hell- I do have access to extensive facilities.

Despite of my broad acess to equipment and facilties, I believe in making this something acessible to anyone anywhere. It's unfair that someone was at some point arrogant enough to get this substance banned and went uncontested for it, and my goal in this forum is to help forge a world where that is not true anymore.

As for what I need personally form the substance; I wish I had a deeper answer but I rarelly remember my dreams, and when I do they are 100% of the time normal, nothing is outside of everyday imagination and I would just want to someday witness something my sober imagination would not be able of conjuring up.

I initially did not join this forum for any other reason that sharing my quest and asking questions to people that have obiosly spent more time I coud ever master trying to achieve the same goals. To be honest however, researching my first post I have come across some areas of the forum that are closed to the public, and I now have to admit I'm deeply curious what's behind the courtain. So much so I have to contunuously remind myself that's not why I joined for in the first place.

In any case I'm honored to participate in this comunity and I can only hope my contributions are deemed of value.

Hello, welcome to the Nexus!

First, thanks for the introduction, it is great to meet you! It is always nice to see people with a chemistry background join the forum. This place likes to dig into everything from the scientific procedures to extract DMT and other substances to the more abstract, philosophical ideas involving psychedelics and what they mean to people personally. It is a wonderfully mixed bag, in my opinion.

As for certain parts of the forum being closed off, there are some measures in place to help avoid spam/bots/trolls. If you were referring to only being able to post in certain areas as a new member, please see this: Why can't I post in some areas? New members are also not allowed to discuss research chemicals (RC's) until promoted and I believe that sub-forum is only visible to members: RC Discussion Info. Besides that, there really isn't anything else that I'm aware of that is hidden (you know...except for the special super-secret-classified sub-forum where Moderators gather to snack on pineal glands) Just kidding, of course! Once you become a full member you can post in any of the sub-forums.

Anyway, it sounds like you are on the right track and know what you want to get out of this place. I hope you are able to find what you are seeking and that you enjoy your time spent here with us at the Nexus!

Good Luck!

-TGO