I am changed from a single DMT experience. The experience wasn't seemingly special. There were no entities. Yet here I am without my Psych drugs for the first time in a decade. The experience reset me.

Now I am interested in plant medicine and want to learn more. I want to learn more about spiritualism as I have lived my life as a pessimistic intellectual.

You’re in for a treat. Where are you looking to steer this thing, what’s catching your attention? What was the dmt trip like?

I've been interested since I read about magic mushrooms improving PTSD. Curing myself would be great but I'd also take a maintenance dosing protocol. Anything beats big Pharma.

That's where I was steering but a novel experience is a welcome bonus and something to look forward to. My trip was weird and alienish but with visual aspects that I believe came from my mind and life. I was able to see through dimensional objects, like drop the middle out of anything, as if it were that things true form. I saw blood pumping through glassware on a heart-beat rhythm. It was strange and I can't make any sense of it but I bet the drug changes a person's brain chemical soup even if the trip didn't seem meaningful.

Pre-trip, objects in my room levitated with an aura around them and I saw this dark ominous fog writhing and moving across my ceiling like a representation of darkness choking out the light in a horror movie.

I'd love to try Aya at some point to prolong the experience.