Dear all

I've been meaning to write this changa trip report and get some insights on what this trip could have meant because I literally don't know anyone experienced enough with those realms where I currently live, to discuss this with. I have blasted off about 7-10 times so far in my life with changa.

I started this new diet and been going to the gym the past 2 weeks with the goal of losing weight and being generally as healthy as possible. This trip took place yesterday in my room at around 02:00 PM. I did exercise during the morning and was also feeling the runner's high. I made myself a cup of ceremonial cacao from Guatemala, meditated for about 30 minutes. Burned some white sage intentionally to clear my room and to set a nice setting for myself I've also lit some candles and closed the window shutters in my room because there was sunlight outside. I loaded up in my pipe 0.10g and smoked it all in one go, I held it in for around 15 seconds before I exhaled. I immediately put my pipe down and proceed to lay down on my bed and close my eyes. Geometric vibrant patterns started appearing all over my vision and after a while I felt and saw this male entity showing me a tool he had that looked extremely alike to a lotus flower but it was more mechanical and complex. It was glowing immensely and what's also weird about this is that when I opened my eyes for a few seconds, one of the candles was at the specific angle in my vision where I was also seeing the lotus flower glowing with my eyes closed. I felt like this entity was doing some sort of a surgery procedure where my gut is. That was when I reached the peak of the experience that didn't last long at all but I felt extremely uncomfortable, I had some pain in my gut and I couldn't relax anymore. I did panic because I was opening my eyes hopefully to see someone I know to let me know it's all good but nobody was there.. well because I decided to do this alone. This was my 3rd trip alone but after this one I'm never blasting off on my own. This is a lesson I definitely got loud & clear. It just left me wondering if this entity was actually letting me know that something was wrong with my gut/solar plexus area, maybe the cacao could have been a bad combination OR was this entity just messing with me? I did go with the intentions of healing unresolved negative emotions.

Any input would be greatly appreciated. I had some great blissful experiences with the spice before and I have immense respect for it, it's not a joke in the slightest but it really left me confused this time.

Thanks for your time.

Welcome to the nexus.

Drinking a cup of cacao shortly before tripping ? Does not sound like a good idea to me. Cacao hits the stomach like a rock. For me an empty stomach is key for a good journey, it also makes inhaling deeply and keeping the smoke in easier to do. So that would be my advise. I don’t think that tripping alone in the future is the message you got.

Good luck.

Wlecome to the nexus.

There is something interesting in your report.

You speak about body cleansing, sport, to be healthy.
In hinduism, the lotus flower represent the purity, that may something you have/ are looking somewhere in your life.
In buddhism, it represent the purity of the body.

You can look for Padma on the internet. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Padma_(attribute)

You shouldn't considering be afraid of what you see on the ride (entities, personnal mirror..), just ride it then integrate after

Is there somthing you're not 'in phase' with sport / diet on anything related to what you do ?

Peace dude